Sep 20, 2007 21:09
soooo Oct 8th is when we find out if we are going to be having a Tommy or Alexis!!!
I'm so excited!!!
I was sitting here thinking how great everything has turned out...I'm getting married soon, I'm starting a family with the greatest guy in the world.
I'm surrounded by positive people who are actually good for me.
I go back to Manchester and I see the homeless drunks, and yeh they're my friends, but it's sad to see them in such a condition and to see their decline. I mean that's all they talk about.
And just the other night some kid at Tom's work asked if Tom wanted to smoke pot with him...and he's like, hell no I don't do that shit.
I was proud.
I have so much to be thankful for.
For once, I don't have a little boy at my side, I have a man. And he admits when he's wrong (which he usually isn't) and actually apologizes when he knows he hurt me in some way.
I finally have somebody good in my life, who actually cares about me and loves me.
And I feel the same in return. I know I want to spend the rest of my life with him.
I couldn't begin to explain how many freaking baby showers I have coming up.
Andrea wants to throw one, then Danielle tells me her and Meg are planning one, now my mom's going to throw one.
I can't wait to see my little baby.
I seriously need to stop smoking LOL It's so hard...but I'm not bringing the baby up in that environment.
I really hope it's a little Tommy. I hope he has his daddy's jet black hair. He would be so handsome.
Ugh, oh my god, I don't know why I'm still on here. 2 hours til Tom is home and I can have someone to cuddle with :)
Peace
--Sid