Show me what I'm looking for...
Its there, I saw it. Blink of an eye, bang flash... where did I go. Awaking in a world colder than the next, gloom and doom-er and not safe-r than the last. My skin burns and chills in turn, doubling over in my stomach and trying to crawl back out my mouth when I tell it so sternly to lay back down like a good dog. I know not what I see. Not what I do. Not what you do most certainly.
I'm in a perpetual state of afraid to speak for fear of unwieldy repercussions. Tell me I'm crazy, tell me I'm wrong... tell me anything or nothing of consequence as long as you open your mouth to pour words into me. Looks and glances are the building blocks of my bones and this has become a stare-free zone. Eyes pointed anywhere but here.... I don't want to be anywhere but here. Here is very much where I want to be.
I'm in a perpetual state of afraid to speak for fear of unwieldy repercussions. Tell me I'm crazy, tell me I'm wrong... tell me anything or nothing of consequence as long as you open your mouth to pour words into me. Looks and glances are the building blocks of my bones and this has become a stare-free zone. Eyes pointed anywhere but here.... I don't want to be anywhere but here. Here is very much where I want to be.