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[fruity_raccoon]

I feel that I'm in a bad place at the moment, both physically and mentally. I feel that I'm skating on treacherous ice. While it holds I feel like I'm flying but then it only takes something that's really very small (a pebble in my path) to throw me off and nearly drown me in hurt, surprised tears, at least for a while. And now I don't have the energy (or I'm just too damn lazy) to get up and start skating again.

Fuck, I thought I was well over this whiny teen angst shit, seems it was a little smarter and a little stickier than I gave it credit for. Or I just gave myself too much credit, how foolish.

Don't mind me.