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Something about my mood is entirely sexual. I don't even know...I just want sex. I've never really...just...wanted sex before like this without any sort of prompting. And the one place I can undoubtedly go for sex...I just really don't want to go...I don't even know what's going on with he and I...but you don't go from constantly wanting to know where the person is to going out of town for 4 days and not telling the other.
I'm stressed about how little money I have in my bank account. I have no clue what I'm going to do with my car...Just..don't know...I really am going to end up living in a box. I can't afford to go to california, so that's out. I could still go to warped tour...because that's free...but I don't know about that. Maybe I could get sex! hahahaha. I need to go to the dentist like ass. I'm almost sure that I'm going to have to have a root canal soon. I wish there was just some secretary like job I could get down in tempe with some benefits. Or fucking ASU, I wish they had dental at student health...I'm just stressed right now..And needy. Funny thing is that I'm actually feeling really good about myself despite the stress, I feel motivated...towards what? Fuck if I know. I want to meet an amazing guy that doesn't irritate me, that I can have a relaxed good time with. I want to meet someone I trust, whose confident and experienced, has a good idea of who they are and what they want out of life. Where the ass can I find someone like this? LJ is now my personal internet hookup tool...which is awesome considering that it's pretty much only Sarah and I that use it! Sarah, do you fit this description? I'll never betray (!) you, and I'll do all the grocery shopping, change the oil in the car, be the stay at home mom, and give you back rubs once a week! But I won't give up WoW for you honey =D...And now that I think of it, the fact that you're not equipped with the male anatomy might be a problem for me. But hey, let's give it a shot...we're already planning on living together for the rest of our broke miserable lives!
I wish I had family to mooch off of!
Also, I want to get my EMT certification, or maybe volunteer at a fire dept and get some training. Well...I'm glad I could enlighten myself and the few of you buds that read this with the product of this odd mood I'm in!
Now if you'll excuse me I've got to pee!
I'm stressed about how little money I have in my bank account. I have no clue what I'm going to do with my car...Just..don't know...I really am going to end up living in a box. I can't afford to go to california, so that's out. I could still go to warped tour...because that's free...but I don't know about that. Maybe I could get sex! hahahaha. I need to go to the dentist like ass. I'm almost sure that I'm going to have to have a root canal soon. I wish there was just some secretary like job I could get down in tempe with some benefits. Or fucking ASU, I wish they had dental at student health...I'm just stressed right now..And needy. Funny thing is that I'm actually feeling really good about myself despite the stress, I feel motivated...towards what? Fuck if I know. I want to meet an amazing guy that doesn't irritate me, that I can have a relaxed good time with. I want to meet someone I trust, whose confident and experienced, has a good idea of who they are and what they want out of life. Where the ass can I find someone like this? LJ is now my personal internet hookup tool...which is awesome considering that it's pretty much only Sarah and I that use it! Sarah, do you fit this description? I'll never betray (!) you, and I'll do all the grocery shopping, change the oil in the car, be the stay at home mom, and give you back rubs once a week! But I won't give up WoW for you honey =D...And now that I think of it, the fact that you're not equipped with the male anatomy might be a problem for me. But hey, let's give it a shot...we're already planning on living together for the rest of our broke miserable lives!
I wish I had family to mooch off of!
Also, I want to get my EMT certification, or maybe volunteer at a fire dept and get some training. Well...I'm glad I could enlighten myself and the few of you buds that read this with the product of this odd mood I'm in!
Now if you'll excuse me I've got to pee!