TOO EARLY TO WORK PROPERLY
Okay... hmmmm... What to write. What to write. It's about 430 am. I am waiting for my mom to come downstairs so that i can take her bitching ass to work and then go on my own way later at 7 am. Man... another day with no sleep. can i do it? I hope so. Well... Ummm...
Who thinks i should start dating other people???
It's kind of a scary scary thing to think about. Yall think that after being in a 3 yr relationship and being "experienced" and such, it should be no biggy. But really, i'm as terrified and scared of this dating world as anyone else is that's jumping into it for the first time. If you think about it, you'll understand why... Hopefully, you get it, cuz i'm not explaining right now. too early.
Well, Me and TJ are talking now... We do hang out sometimes too, but i've ditched him to hang with other friends quite a bit already, so don't worry you guys, i'm not gonna fuck up anymore. However, he's been really sweet to me lately. And nice...and such. I mean, he's still an ass half the time like any typical guy (unfortunately typical is a turn off), but, for example... I was bitching about not having a good winter coat and such, then he goes and says, "what size do you wear again?" like as if it wasn't for any reason but to just know. Heh, he's not very slick, but i told him... Then later, he was just nice. i dunno... it's strange. heh. yes, oh and yes. SHIT. I'm still in love with him i believe, and i obviously still love him very much... i know that this is not helping... just more complications to come.
Well, ya know what i love nowadays? Late night escapades. My comrade (<< spelled right?) has been Joli N. Grostephan!!! "BOOWAWOOP! Put that in your life journal BEYATCH!" Yeah. And now, i think i've gained a new comrad in case my lover one falls through ever... But i'm not sure yet. Anyways. Today was a particularly creepy escapade. It was sooooo crazy foggy out and creepy and such. SCARINESS. But we made it and we're alive. so...it's okay now. But, next time, no late night escapades in thick fog outside of the metro. heh.
Okay...question: What the fuck do you do when 2 guys like you and they are friends??? I'm not saying names, and if you're someone (JOLI) who knows who i'm talking about, please don't use names either. thank you. This is it for today's update. I'm gonna go and drink a pepsi... i need caffeine.
Who thinks i should start dating other people???
It's kind of a scary scary thing to think about. Yall think that after being in a 3 yr relationship and being "experienced" and such, it should be no biggy. But really, i'm as terrified and scared of this dating world as anyone else is that's jumping into it for the first time. If you think about it, you'll understand why... Hopefully, you get it, cuz i'm not explaining right now. too early.
Well, Me and TJ are talking now... We do hang out sometimes too, but i've ditched him to hang with other friends quite a bit already, so don't worry you guys, i'm not gonna fuck up anymore. However, he's been really sweet to me lately. And nice...and such. I mean, he's still an ass half the time like any typical guy (unfortunately typical is a turn off), but, for example... I was bitching about not having a good winter coat and such, then he goes and says, "what size do you wear again?" like as if it wasn't for any reason but to just know. Heh, he's not very slick, but i told him... Then later, he was just nice. i dunno... it's strange. heh. yes, oh and yes. SHIT. I'm still in love with him i believe, and i obviously still love him very much... i know that this is not helping... just more complications to come.
Well, ya know what i love nowadays? Late night escapades. My comrade (<< spelled right?) has been Joli N. Grostephan!!! "BOOWAWOOP! Put that in your life journal BEYATCH!" Yeah. And now, i think i've gained a new comrad in case my lover one falls through ever... But i'm not sure yet. Anyways. Today was a particularly creepy escapade. It was sooooo crazy foggy out and creepy and such. SCARINESS. But we made it and we're alive. so...it's okay now. But, next time, no late night escapades in thick fog outside of the metro. heh.
Okay...question: What the fuck do you do when 2 guys like you and they are friends??? I'm not saying names, and if you're someone (JOLI) who knows who i'm talking about, please don't use names either. thank you. This is it for today's update. I'm gonna go and drink a pepsi... i need caffeine.