everything happens for a reason
i've realized now, why i've been so unhappy, emotionally, for the last year and some changed. it wasn't me, it was who i was with. i realized that i never had someone who made me smile, who made me glow, who made me realize my potential. i made them everything they never made me and never expected anything in return.
i've always been told by family and friends that i'm a wonderful person. i have a genuine personality. and, i'm true to me and to you.
i never saw it until now.
i've never lied to anyone i've been with. never. true, i'm not saying that i've never lied because i have, but i'm just saying that i've always laid my cards on the table--face up. how many times have i been offered the same thing?
i sit here now, knowing exactly what i want. and, in a sense, i am smiling because 1.) i'm not getting married to the wrong person and 2.) i've finally become 100% sure of what i'm looking for in a relationship and for myself in life.
i am seeing someone. please note the words "seeing someone." i didn't say that this is a commitment nor a relationshp, but still, you know what i mean. and no, i don't feel that this is too soon. things have gone on for over a month, and i've cried and wondered enough. it's my turn to be me.
when the time comes, we'll cross the bridge as to rather it should go further. until then, i will just consider him "someone" whom i am interested in. there will be no pictures until then. there will be no details until then. i'm walking along a new bridge, enjoying the scenery, smiling, and knowing--for the first time--that i'm doing the right thing. i'm still hurt, trust me. but, there's more to life than what i've been involved with.
i'm living in a world that is best forgotten...
i've always been told by family and friends that i'm a wonderful person. i have a genuine personality. and, i'm true to me and to you.
i never saw it until now.
i've never lied to anyone i've been with. never. true, i'm not saying that i've never lied because i have, but i'm just saying that i've always laid my cards on the table--face up. how many times have i been offered the same thing?
i sit here now, knowing exactly what i want. and, in a sense, i am smiling because 1.) i'm not getting married to the wrong person and 2.) i've finally become 100% sure of what i'm looking for in a relationship and for myself in life.
i am seeing someone. please note the words "seeing someone." i didn't say that this is a commitment nor a relationshp, but still, you know what i mean. and no, i don't feel that this is too soon. things have gone on for over a month, and i've cried and wondered enough. it's my turn to be me.
when the time comes, we'll cross the bridge as to rather it should go further. until then, i will just consider him "someone" whom i am interested in. there will be no pictures until then. there will be no details until then. i'm walking along a new bridge, enjoying the scenery, smiling, and knowing--for the first time--that i'm doing the right thing. i'm still hurt, trust me. but, there's more to life than what i've been involved with.
i'm living in a world that is best forgotten...