this is probably the stupidest thing ive ever had to deal with
it sucks when youre half way to work and you have a panic attack so you have to pull over for 15 minutes just to catch a breath so you can call into work and tell them youre not gonna be able to make it. its not fun when you have to mentally fast forward to a better place just so youll stop crying.
and every day you have to put on a fake smile just so people wont think youre crazy. having to pay 45$ once a week just to talk to somebody about yourself, is not what i call a good time.
and for that one moment, where you actually feel like you have a grip on things, may be the best feeling you will ever have. But you still cant forget to take the pills that are causing you to feel good.
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maybe tomorrow will be a better day
and every day you have to put on a fake smile just so people wont think youre crazy. having to pay 45$ once a week just to talk to somebody about yourself, is not what i call a good time.
and for that one moment, where you actually feel like you have a grip on things, may be the best feeling you will ever have. But you still cant forget to take the pills that are causing you to feel good.
.....
maybe tomorrow will be a better day