Tired and Annoyed
It seems that, lately, things aren't the best for me. It feels like lately that I'm as lonely as I used to be when I was an utter jerk. I have conversations with people but they always go silent and usually quickly. It feels like I have more and more aquaintances and less and less friends. This change that's been going on has to be coming from me for this to be happening with so many people. What am I doing wrong, though?
I do know that I'm frustrated and lonely. I'm tired of being ran-out on, I'm tired of just sitting here and being lonely. I'm wondering why I just don't be a jerk like I used to be. If people want to ignore me like this, why don't I act like a bastard?
I won't, of course. No, for some reason I won't. It just sucks, though. I see assholes who mistreat people and put them down being surrounded by people who adore them. Then there's me, a guy who tries to help everyone and I what do I get?
I get lots of silence and the fact I'm slipping away from people I love.
I do know that I'm frustrated and lonely. I'm tired of being ran-out on, I'm tired of just sitting here and being lonely. I'm wondering why I just don't be a jerk like I used to be. If people want to ignore me like this, why don't I act like a bastard?
I won't, of course. No, for some reason I won't. It just sucks, though. I see assholes who mistreat people and put them down being surrounded by people who adore them. Then there's me, a guy who tries to help everyone and I what do I get?
I get lots of silence and the fact I'm slipping away from people I love.