New chapter of my life......here I come.
Lets see, the fact that my life is drastically changing at a fast pace has finally sunk in....I didnt take it so well.
I just got a postcard from College telling me who my roommate will be and where she is from. Her name is Stephanie Stembel and she is from Goshen. So that Goshen part is really cool. We can carpool to Goshen together and she will know the area really well, so I wont get lost. :)
Anyways, the fact that I got this postcard hit me hard...cause now the fact that i'm leaving has become very real to me.
I'm freaking out cause I dont want to leave people behind. I'm going to miss every single person here!!!! What am I going to do when I need someone to talk to..and Andrea's at U of I and Crystal is at Heartland and Poke is in El Paso.
I'm not exactly the best social butterfly as you all know. I am shy and it's hard for me to make friends. I know everyone says it will be easy cause we are all together in not knowing anyone...and I will be forced to make friends. But i'm still shy and i'm afraid I wont make friends. Maybe i'm worrying about nothing but that's a big fear of mine right now. That i'll be the schools social outcast. :( eek.
Then theres a lot more to add to that fear...but I'm not going to get into it on here. It's long and I personally dont want to write about it here for the whole world to see. so ya. Maybe sometime if you really want to know I can talk to you about it in person.
On a happier note....mosi was trying to attack my bracelet yesterday. But she wasnt quite coordinated enough yet. lol. It was the cutest thing i've ever seen. A tiny little cat trying to pounce on my bracelet and missing it completely. So it decides to just start kicking and bitting my arm, leg, foot, pants, and shoes...basically anything it can get it's hands on. I guess it's cute now...but when it actually gets a strong jaw it wont be so cute anymore.
Quote that Andrea found "Eventually all the pieces will fall into place, until then? laugh at the confusion, live for the moment, and know that everything happens for a reason."
I just got a postcard from College telling me who my roommate will be and where she is from. Her name is Stephanie Stembel and she is from Goshen. So that Goshen part is really cool. We can carpool to Goshen together and she will know the area really well, so I wont get lost. :)
Anyways, the fact that I got this postcard hit me hard...cause now the fact that i'm leaving has become very real to me.
I'm freaking out cause I dont want to leave people behind. I'm going to miss every single person here!!!! What am I going to do when I need someone to talk to..and Andrea's at U of I and Crystal is at Heartland and Poke is in El Paso.
I'm not exactly the best social butterfly as you all know. I am shy and it's hard for me to make friends. I know everyone says it will be easy cause we are all together in not knowing anyone...and I will be forced to make friends. But i'm still shy and i'm afraid I wont make friends. Maybe i'm worrying about nothing but that's a big fear of mine right now. That i'll be the schools social outcast. :( eek.
Then theres a lot more to add to that fear...but I'm not going to get into it on here. It's long and I personally dont want to write about it here for the whole world to see. so ya. Maybe sometime if you really want to know I can talk to you about it in person.
On a happier note....mosi was trying to attack my bracelet yesterday. But she wasnt quite coordinated enough yet. lol. It was the cutest thing i've ever seen. A tiny little cat trying to pounce on my bracelet and missing it completely. So it decides to just start kicking and bitting my arm, leg, foot, pants, and shoes...basically anything it can get it's hands on. I guess it's cute now...but when it actually gets a strong jaw it wont be so cute anymore.
Quote that Andrea found "Eventually all the pieces will fall into place, until then? laugh at the confusion, live for the moment, and know that everything happens for a reason."