May 16, 2006 19:46
Ok, today in Sociology we got on the topic of famous people and scientology. I've officially been thinking about scientology all day now. What exactly is scientology? Don't tell me it's a form of religion. I already know that. I want to know what they actually believe and think. What makes it different or "better" than other religions.
I also cant get the thought of Meghan Ummel out of my head. I've always known that Meghan was the one who lead me to Christ. But for some reason,i've really been thinking about her and what my life would be like if I had never met her. Maybe it's because of graduation and i'm thinking a lot about friends and those who have been my role models. hmm...i'm just in a thoughtful state of mind right now.
Also, I just realized, i've completely blown off reading my bible. That was supposed to be my challenge for small group. uh...I really need to start working on what really matters. I need to stop procrastinating and think about who I am becoming and who I WANT to be. I'm not sure I like it at the moment. Why cant I ever quite thinking?
I'm also beginning to realize just how mean I can be to some people. I really need to work on that. I've changed this year. Made some new friends who probably are not the best influence on me, and instead of me bringing them up, they are bringing me down.
I now understand what I needed to hear that Friday night at Impact. I should probably talk to Poke and make sure we are good. Everything is worked out and understood. Wow, I feel like a complete jerk.
So basically i'm a crappy "christian" and need think about how i'm acting and what i'm saying.
bible verse of the moment: 1 Corinthians 6:12 "Everything is permissible for me" -but not everything is beneficial. "Everything is permissible for me"- but I will not be mastered by anything.