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[frugprince]

I'm sick of being alone
I'm sick of not feeling needed
I'm sick of trying harder
I'm sick of working more at things
I'm sick of being the good friend
I'm sick of pleasing everybody
I'm sick of being disrespected
I'm sick of being devalued
I'm sick of being made to feel I've done something wrong
I'm sick of being disregarded
I'm sick of being the second best
I'm sick of being the second choice
I'm sick of doing everything
I'm sick of things breaking
I'm sick of being ignored
I'm sick of being an afterthought
I'm sick of no one understanding
I'm sick of no one trying to understand
I'm sick of being the other one
I'm sick of being annoyed
I'm sick of being angry
I'm sick of being frustrated
I'm sick of second guessing myself
I'm sick of my emotions conflicting
I'm sick of feeling guilty
I'm sick of feeling ashamed
I'm sick of having so much to do
I'm sick of not having any time to do it all
I'm sick of no one noticing I'm around
I'm sick of no one wondering where I am
I'm sick of spending so much time in silence
I'm sick of spending so much time in the dark
I'm sick of having people forced on me
I'm sick of appologies after the fact
I'm sick of being "happy"
I'm sick of feeling so sad
I'm sick of no one knowing I'm sad
I'm sick of hiding my true feelings
I'm sick of this ache in the pit of my stomach
I'm sick of being on top of everything
I'm sick of not feeling as intelligent as I am
I'm sick of this pile I'm under
I'm sick of it all