Ehh...
Yeah. Know its been a while. Sorry.
Things for the past few weeks have sucked considerably. Boring, lonely, long days... I've only spent TWO day in the past three or four weeks with anyone, and that was the day James and I went to Best Buy to get rear speakers for my car (175 watt Alpines), and the day James and I went to the junkyard.
Other than that I've been completely alone. I've done ab-so-fucking-lutely nothing, I've been bored and lonely and sad and it's killing me. Work sucks, as usual, and so does pretty much everything else. I've done some things I didnt think I could, like dropping my grudge against Adam, forgiving Melissa -not that it accomplished anything, apparently-, and attempting to reconcile with Heather.
Well, Let's see. Burying the hatchet with Adam was a good thing I suppose. I mean I've held this grudge for 3 years, when essentially it was my own fault for getting Adam involved with the Jersinites. Hopefully we'll get back to the point where we can hang out again, some day. Forgiving Melissa has to have been one of the most pointless things I've ever done. For a few days she was all happy with me and crap and now she avoids me like the plague again, to spend time with that useless asshole of a boyfriend of hers.
Now Heather... oh Heather. SHE above all else has infuriated me over the past week. I attempted to apologize for not talking to her for the past two months, and the first fucking words out of her mouth? "You're stupid Ferris." That irked me greatly, so when I confronted her and said "Look you lied to me like 5 times in a row" and she tried to justify it by saying "Well its not like I waited days and then changed my story, I changed it in minutes!"... that just set me off. What the fuck kind of justification is that? And then she had the gall to lie to me AGAIN. She said "oh I was busy those months, I didnt have time to hang out with anyone or anything"... yet she was hanging out with that fucktard Dante, went to NYC with her girlfriend, and then to Boston for some queer concert. No time my ass.
But talking to Beth & Mike today kinda set me straight about her. They came up with the analogy of my head being an apartment complex, and Heather being a deadbeat renter taking up all the apartments (yeah I know, pretty ghetto analogy, but this IS Peekskill we're talking about...) and preventing anyone else from moving in. So in essence I need to kick her out, and move on. And thats what I'll be doing. I really could give a fuck less what she does now. Bye bye Heather.
On to other things. Specifically my car. I'm thinking of what I'll get next after my current baby, as its time is rapidly approacing. I doubled its mileage in less than a year. It's hitting 68000 next week, and from there it's only a hop skip and jump to 100000. By the way, for those of you that dont know, this is essentially what my baby looks like...
Pontiac Grand AM GT
After this, I'm kinda *mutter* kicking around the thought of picking up a Jap car, as gas prices are rising horribly. I was thinking maybe the Mitsubishi Eclipse Spyder GS/GT...
The only problems with the Mitsu E.S. GS is that a) It's extremely expensive, b) the parts are outrageously expensive like all imports, c) the actual maintnence is expensive, and d) the mileage is about the same as my car. Next up was another Mitsu, the Lancer.
The Honda Accord LX V6 SE
And the Scion tC, which at this time I cant get a picture of.
Anyhow, I'm tired so I'm going to bed. Look for updates soon, and hopefully a new installment of the Theater.
Things for the past few weeks have sucked considerably. Boring, lonely, long days... I've only spent TWO day in the past three or four weeks with anyone, and that was the day James and I went to Best Buy to get rear speakers for my car (175 watt Alpines), and the day James and I went to the junkyard.
Other than that I've been completely alone. I've done ab-so-fucking-lutely nothing, I've been bored and lonely and sad and it's killing me. Work sucks, as usual, and so does pretty much everything else. I've done some things I didnt think I could, like dropping my grudge against Adam, forgiving Melissa -not that it accomplished anything, apparently-, and attempting to reconcile with Heather.
Well, Let's see. Burying the hatchet with Adam was a good thing I suppose. I mean I've held this grudge for 3 years, when essentially it was my own fault for getting Adam involved with the Jersinites. Hopefully we'll get back to the point where we can hang out again, some day. Forgiving Melissa has to have been one of the most pointless things I've ever done. For a few days she was all happy with me and crap and now she avoids me like the plague again, to spend time with that useless asshole of a boyfriend of hers.
Now Heather... oh Heather. SHE above all else has infuriated me over the past week. I attempted to apologize for not talking to her for the past two months, and the first fucking words out of her mouth? "You're stupid Ferris." That irked me greatly, so when I confronted her and said "Look you lied to me like 5 times in a row" and she tried to justify it by saying "Well its not like I waited days and then changed my story, I changed it in minutes!"... that just set me off. What the fuck kind of justification is that? And then she had the gall to lie to me AGAIN. She said "oh I was busy those months, I didnt have time to hang out with anyone or anything"... yet she was hanging out with that fucktard Dante, went to NYC with her girlfriend, and then to Boston for some queer concert. No time my ass.
But talking to Beth & Mike today kinda set me straight about her. They came up with the analogy of my head being an apartment complex, and Heather being a deadbeat renter taking up all the apartments (yeah I know, pretty ghetto analogy, but this IS Peekskill we're talking about...) and preventing anyone else from moving in. So in essence I need to kick her out, and move on. And thats what I'll be doing. I really could give a fuck less what she does now. Bye bye Heather.
On to other things. Specifically my car. I'm thinking of what I'll get next after my current baby, as its time is rapidly approacing. I doubled its mileage in less than a year. It's hitting 68000 next week, and from there it's only a hop skip and jump to 100000. By the way, for those of you that dont know, this is essentially what my baby looks like...
Pontiac Grand AM GT
After this, I'm kinda *mutter* kicking around the thought of picking up a Jap car, as gas prices are rising horribly. I was thinking maybe the Mitsubishi Eclipse Spyder GS/GT...
The only problems with the Mitsu E.S. GS is that a) It's extremely expensive, b) the parts are outrageously expensive like all imports, c) the actual maintnence is expensive, and d) the mileage is about the same as my car. Next up was another Mitsu, the Lancer.
The Honda Accord LX V6 SE
And the Scion tC, which at this time I cant get a picture of.
Anyhow, I'm tired so I'm going to bed. Look for updates soon, and hopefully a new installment of the Theater.