(no subject)
I wonder why some people are scared of leaving HS?
What's so great about the wretched building i've been confined to for the past 4 years anyways?
I find it surprising that people are actually "apprehensive" about leaving the bubble of high school behind.
As seniors I think there's nothing left for us here. And though I've definitley grown during these years, they were definitley not through that environment.
I resent high school on the deepest level. Even though it probably did help me in some unknown way.
There's no windows in any of my classes this year. I finished my quarter exam in math early, so i slipped outta the room and headed towards the bathroom. Not really intending to go that way though because I found myself glued to the large windows that line one of the newer hallways. I could see the sunlight streaming in and the blue sky dotted with puffs of white clouds. I felt like I was in some kinda prison....O_o cuz I knew I had one more agonizing class to go.
Like the outside was beckoning to me as I watched a gentle breeze stir the small tufts of grass that somehow manages to survive in the cracks of pavement. I felt happy but at the same time sad that I'm stuck inside on such a beautiful day. In school. In this building designated towards "intellectual growth"...
At that moment I wanted to lie in a field of soft green grass. Just staring up at the sky and watch the clouds shift shapes...lazily. Maybe with a blade of grass stuck between my lips. Daydreaming about my "christian husband". ~_~' Or just relishing in the fact that the best things in life don't have to come from wealth or status or success. I'd be living in the moment instead of constantly trying to get through the day...so i can experience another day of school...waiting for winter break. Or for something exciting to happen. I mean good exciting. Not the bad kind.
Why can't my life be like animes I watch?
It's so much more interesting than mine. -_-
Oh and I chopped my hair.
Taille de moyenne.
I love it this length. And the straight cut from behind suits me I think. It's plain, but I don't know. I guess I've fallen in love with the simplicity of the style.
I'm gonna keep my hair this way for a loong time to come. =)
Yeah, but I dont think anyone will notice.
Everyone always comes to me 3-4 weeks after I actually cut it and say WHOA U GOT A HAIRCUT. =P
I love getting haircuts.
It's like making some part of you new again. Nice feeling. =)
What's so great about the wretched building i've been confined to for the past 4 years anyways?
I find it surprising that people are actually "apprehensive" about leaving the bubble of high school behind.
As seniors I think there's nothing left for us here. And though I've definitley grown during these years, they were definitley not through that environment.
I resent high school on the deepest level. Even though it probably did help me in some unknown way.
There's no windows in any of my classes this year. I finished my quarter exam in math early, so i slipped outta the room and headed towards the bathroom. Not really intending to go that way though because I found myself glued to the large windows that line one of the newer hallways. I could see the sunlight streaming in and the blue sky dotted with puffs of white clouds. I felt like I was in some kinda prison....O_o cuz I knew I had one more agonizing class to go.
Like the outside was beckoning to me as I watched a gentle breeze stir the small tufts of grass that somehow manages to survive in the cracks of pavement. I felt happy but at the same time sad that I'm stuck inside on such a beautiful day. In school. In this building designated towards "intellectual growth"...
At that moment I wanted to lie in a field of soft green grass. Just staring up at the sky and watch the clouds shift shapes...lazily. Maybe with a blade of grass stuck between my lips. Daydreaming about my "christian husband". ~_~' Or just relishing in the fact that the best things in life don't have to come from wealth or status or success. I'd be living in the moment instead of constantly trying to get through the day...so i can experience another day of school...waiting for winter break. Or for something exciting to happen. I mean good exciting. Not the bad kind.
Why can't my life be like animes I watch?
It's so much more interesting than mine. -_-
Oh and I chopped my hair.
Taille de moyenne.
I love it this length. And the straight cut from behind suits me I think. It's plain, but I don't know. I guess I've fallen in love with the simplicity of the style.
I'm gonna keep my hair this way for a loong time to come. =)
Yeah, but I dont think anyone will notice.
Everyone always comes to me 3-4 weeks after I actually cut it and say WHOA U GOT A HAIRCUT. =P
I love getting haircuts.
It's like making some part of you new again. Nice feeling. =)