Another Year
Well, Hi?
It's been just about a year since I actually used and updated this journal, thats not really unusual though. I've never been really good at keeping up with this thing. I'll write alot for awhile then just completely stop, guess thats my style though. Theres alot to say, alot of different things to touch on. I'm not even sure who of my friends still is on here and reads regularly, but heres to writting even if no one reads.
I stopped writting after a friend of mine was murdered, I still haven't really dealt with it completly, I have closure, I miss her, but at the same time I know things are ok for her. It's kinda funny how it takes something bad happening to put life in perspective, but I guess thats the case alot of times. I realized somewhere last Winter that, Life in itself is a wonderful thing. It doesn't matter how depressing it may seem from day to day, as a whole life is worth living and needs to be lived.
I almost got married, imagine that. It didn't happen obviously, but almost, and it wasn't even my idea. I think I may have found someone who I'm comfortable enough with to actually go that far. Thats not to say that I don't have doubts about the whole thing and all my normal fuckery, but I'm trying to learn to trust, TRYING anyways. Niether of us have a great history, romantic or otherwise, so it's all about taking things slow and doing it right.
I was accepted to a college, I didn't start for various reasons, Some legitimate and others just my own being strange and worrying about things, Janurary hopefully. As far as a major, I have no clue really, I'm tossing around a BA in History, Pyschology, and a Masters of The arts program. I have no idea what yet though. I have plenty of time to figure it out though, and who kows I might not even stay with this school.
Well thats all for right now, I have some things to do around here. I will probably start updating more, I figure this is a good outlet to get things out, and with this being friends only I don't have to worry about too many weirdos reading it.
It's been just about a year since I actually used and updated this journal, thats not really unusual though. I've never been really good at keeping up with this thing. I'll write alot for awhile then just completely stop, guess thats my style though. Theres alot to say, alot of different things to touch on. I'm not even sure who of my friends still is on here and reads regularly, but heres to writting even if no one reads.
I stopped writting after a friend of mine was murdered, I still haven't really dealt with it completly, I have closure, I miss her, but at the same time I know things are ok for her. It's kinda funny how it takes something bad happening to put life in perspective, but I guess thats the case alot of times. I realized somewhere last Winter that, Life in itself is a wonderful thing. It doesn't matter how depressing it may seem from day to day, as a whole life is worth living and needs to be lived.
I almost got married, imagine that. It didn't happen obviously, but almost, and it wasn't even my idea. I think I may have found someone who I'm comfortable enough with to actually go that far. Thats not to say that I don't have doubts about the whole thing and all my normal fuckery, but I'm trying to learn to trust, TRYING anyways. Niether of us have a great history, romantic or otherwise, so it's all about taking things slow and doing it right.
I was accepted to a college, I didn't start for various reasons, Some legitimate and others just my own being strange and worrying about things, Janurary hopefully. As far as a major, I have no clue really, I'm tossing around a BA in History, Pyschology, and a Masters of The arts program. I have no idea what yet though. I have plenty of time to figure it out though, and who kows I might not even stay with this school.
Well thats all for right now, I have some things to do around here. I will probably start updating more, I figure this is a good outlet to get things out, and with this being friends only I don't have to worry about too many weirdos reading it.