today is the greatest day ive ever known
So ive never been so happy in my life. Thats how it is right now. As of tomorrow nite at midnite, ive had a whole week of complete and utter bliss. A week ago at a bonfire I met a boy named John. Little did i know i grew up with this kid in middle school and before that. It was funny bc i fucked up my car key and had to have someone help me with it, and he voluntered first and got my car open. As i was leaving he said, he wanted my number, so i gave it to him and he called me the next morning and weve been hanging out everyday since then. This boy is amazing. Ive never ever ever been so happy in my god damn life. We go and do things that u see in movies, and like read about, it all feels like a story , i dont know how to explain it. When were together, everything is just revolving around us and i can only see him and my hands in his and his blue eyes looking right through me. He makes me smile, i smile just thinking about him. Like today we both got up really early so we could spend all day together, and we went to parks and layed upside down on the picnic tables, ive never done that, it was amazing. We were at the skate park on a bench and we were kissing and i was like on his lap and this old guy went past and was like , "o young love..." and john and i just smiled. I snuck out of my room tonite too, we went and layed in my hammick and he sang to me, he sang me coldplay. He knows i love coldplay. Then my mom woke up so he helped me back in my window and before he left he told me he loved me. I said i loved him too. And i mean it. I know how crazy it sounds, its only been a week, but hes somethign i cant get enough of and hes like a disease i wanna die from. I can smell his cologne on my skin right now like right on my shoulder and all i can feel is shivers down my spine bc i feel so much and i cant hold still. Were gonna go to the North and East homecoming together and were both so excited, its gonna b my best hc ever. Ive never been like this before, noone understands, and i like it, becasue i dont ever wanna wake up and go back into the reality i was living. I never thought this would happen to be , i never thought id b saying all this, i never thought someone would love me more then i loved them. I love you John.