a day at AU
went to ashland today. sat in some awesome classes, but it's just not for me. i can't take that risk, that jump into art. yes, i recognized that it is a gift. but i don't want my gift to be the source of my pay check, and only a rare good few make it anyway, well... to atleast make a decent living on doing art that they enjoy. anyway,a back to ashland... i got to see jon c. which was cool. we did some good old fashioned singing. he does a wonderful voice, and tried to get me to sing for his chorus teacher, but i told him my singing days were long in the past. then i sat in on a business class. i tottally loved it to death. then i went home. a two hour drive home. it felt like i was coming home from my grandparents. i miss the younger days of simple youth. i really do.
so i talked to jon last night on the way home from work. i am so confused with this shit. i guess he wants to go active in two years. i was like ..."you want to do WHAT?" not cool. sorry to put down his goals, but i don't want him dead. and we talked about other stuff. some how life just is a confusing peice of yarn, and i'm still trying to unravel.
back to school i guess. which sort of blows.
could you send me a smile,
and seal it with a kiss.
and maybe this sadness,
i just might resist.
you are no more than dust, and such u will be when u leave.
so i talked to jon last night on the way home from work. i am so confused with this shit. i guess he wants to go active in two years. i was like ..."you want to do WHAT?" not cool. sorry to put down his goals, but i don't want him dead. and we talked about other stuff. some how life just is a confusing peice of yarn, and i'm still trying to unravel.
back to school i guess. which sort of blows.
could you send me a smile,
and seal it with a kiss.
and maybe this sadness,
i just might resist.
you are no more than dust, and such u will be when u leave.