Barely an update...

Sep 30, 2005 14:21

Ok this is not really an update, cuz i really dont have too much to say. I know! Gasp! Shayla with out much to say..when does that ever happen?... Well i got stood up by my soul mate tonight. Yep yep its starting again. Charlene seems to have a problem with sticking with pre-made plans when a boy is concerned. It's not really a big deal though.. i have to work in the morn anyway, so i would have had to be quite reserved if we had made it to the city like we planned. The only reason why i am alittle peeved is just because i decided not to go out last week with Jess and Amber cuz i didnt want to back out on plans that i had already made with her. I just feel like sometimes ass is more important. But what do i know? It's not like i have had to make that decision, so what do i know?

Work vacillates between either really fun or really tedious and boring... big suprise. Ok its official, I will be putting together some sort of resume by the end of next week. I guess it is really time to move on.

Wohoo, so i have plans for tonight. Looks like me a lisa are gonna go sex toy shopping and maybe rent some porn. I know... but a girls gotta have some fun right? It'll be better than staring at my parents all night long... and if there happens to be some beer and jager, then so be it! (smiles)

So not much else is really going on here... there seems to be a some confusion going on in my brain about what I want out of life vs. what is expected from me. But thats nothing new for me. I'm just not sure about the things that i was soo sure about only a month or so before... I dont know.. it feels like... i'm not even sure i know what i am feeling... but before i start rambling about nothing i better go.

P.S. Katie... Laura wants to visit too...so i think i can ssurvive on a plane if someone is with me... so i guess we will have to figure out when we are coming! Yeay! I miss you!!
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