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Thanksgiving wasn't all its cracked up to be... i mean i LOVE Thanksgiving, don't get me wrong, it's just that this year something was missing. It felt empty and ... kinda boring i guess. Things jsut weren't the same... and speeking of Thanksgiving--
I was talking with Merrick and she's like I don't celebrate Thanksgiving. And she's like No seriously, i don't. And then she went on this whole rant on how people all over the world are starving, and don't have any food to eat, and I kept telling her, that Thanksgiving is all about Giving Thanks. AKA Thanksgiving. Anywho, then she said we shouldn't have an entire day devoted to eating and stuff and most people i know don't eat all day. They DON'T eat all day so the meal in the afternoon with Turkey and stuff tastes good.... you know? And finally she said My fmaily has to pretend to be the perfect TV Family and stuff....
I think there is a whole different reason why she doesn't like Thanksgiving. She said America is Fat and people are Fat and about her Family... I think she hates it because of her family... and because she thinks she's fat. She is NOT fat. In fact, i'm a little worried about her. She keeps losing weight and she "likes" it i guess? I don't know. It's weird. I think sometimes she wants people to tell her she's cute and and hot ansd sexy when she already was all that stuff before hand. I know for a fact that my body is going to be chunky for the rest of my life probably and... so why not start accepting myself now the way I am because... this is who I am and i gotta accept that. I like myself the way I am. I'm not brittany spears, i'm not christina whatever her name is, i'm Caitlin. People are so parranoid about their weight and what they look like and what boys are going to think of them so they can get a guy and look "hot"... i mean come on. This is so stupid. Just be yourself and I'm sure a guy would like that more than someone trying to act like a pop star and looking like a slut or something... but hey maybe i'm wrong. Maybe girls like looking trashy and guys like acting like Apes.
-- My point is, you are who you are, don't change to make other people tell you you're hot or sexy, WHATEVER! you're sexy in your own way... everyone is different...
I was talking with Merrick and she's like I don't celebrate Thanksgiving. And she's like No seriously, i don't. And then she went on this whole rant on how people all over the world are starving, and don't have any food to eat, and I kept telling her, that Thanksgiving is all about Giving Thanks. AKA Thanksgiving. Anywho, then she said we shouldn't have an entire day devoted to eating and stuff and most people i know don't eat all day. They DON'T eat all day so the meal in the afternoon with Turkey and stuff tastes good.... you know? And finally she said My fmaily has to pretend to be the perfect TV Family and stuff....
I think there is a whole different reason why she doesn't like Thanksgiving. She said America is Fat and people are Fat and about her Family... I think she hates it because of her family... and because she thinks she's fat. She is NOT fat. In fact, i'm a little worried about her. She keeps losing weight and she "likes" it i guess? I don't know. It's weird. I think sometimes she wants people to tell her she's cute and and hot ansd sexy when she already was all that stuff before hand. I know for a fact that my body is going to be chunky for the rest of my life probably and... so why not start accepting myself now the way I am because... this is who I am and i gotta accept that. I like myself the way I am. I'm not brittany spears, i'm not christina whatever her name is, i'm Caitlin. People are so parranoid about their weight and what they look like and what boys are going to think of them so they can get a guy and look "hot"... i mean come on. This is so stupid. Just be yourself and I'm sure a guy would like that more than someone trying to act like a pop star and looking like a slut or something... but hey maybe i'm wrong. Maybe girls like looking trashy and guys like acting like Apes.
-- My point is, you are who you are, don't change to make other people tell you you're hot or sexy, WHATEVER! you're sexy in your own way... everyone is different...