Searching For an Ugly Girl Chapter 8 *END*
Title: Searching for an Ugly Girl
Pairing: Yamada/OC
Type: Chaptered
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance, angst, and I’ll try to slip in some comedy if I can XD
Summary: Migurushi Hana and Yamada used to be friends until she overheard him calling her an ugly girl. 4 years later, after moving away from Tokyo, Hana has a totally different look and even a different last name, she now goes by Shiyan Hana. She ends up moving back to Tokyo and even transferring to Yamada’s school. She doesn’t want anything to do with him but when he finds out that Shiyan Hana “knows” Migurushi Hana he ends up begging her to help them meet up…?
“This is bad,” I said to my mom. We were eating dinner and watching some variety show on TV.
“What’s bad sweetie?” she asked as she took a bite out of her drumstick, her eyes glued on the TV.
“I think I might be in love with Yamada.”
She snapped her head towards me with huge eyes and a mouthful of chicken. She struggled to swallow all the food in her mouth and said, “Honey, I’m so happy for you! Wait, how is this bad?”
“Because he doesn’t love me. He loves Hana M. and if I tell him I’m Hana M. he’ll hate me for lying to him.”
“Honey I’m so sorry,” she said looking at me with a meaningful look in her eyes, “but you’re an idiot.”
“Mom! I totally thought you were going to say something touching and beautiful but then you call me an idiot!”
“I’m sorry but really, he’s searched and looked for you all these years and you think he’ll be mad when he finds you? I don’t think the situation matters I think he’ll just be happy to see you.”
I shook my head. “I don’t want to take any chances. I’d rather not be loved than be hated,” I said as I shoved my untouched dinner away from me and went to my room.
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I entered the classroom and saw Yamada at his desk writing something in his notebook. I walked toward my seat, when I got there I saw that he was using his “special” pencil, the pencil Hana M. gave him just like always.
He looked up from his notebook, smiled at me and said, “Good morning.”
“Hey,” I said, “I have a question to ask you.”
“Go ahead.”
I took a deep breath. “Do you still like Hana M.?” I asked.
“Yes. I love her and I always will.” He said with a firm voice.
“Always? You’ll never like anyone else?” I asked.
“Never. I will always love her,” he said. In other words you’ll always love Migurushi Hana but never Shiyan Hana, I thought, even though I love you.
My emotions were beginning to well up in me and I turned and ran out of the classroom before he could see me cry. I ran through the empty halls when suddenly something caught my arm from behind. I turned and saw Yamada firmly gripping my arm.
“Why did you run away?” he asked panting.
Suddenly my tears began falling, “Because I know you love Hana M. Because I know you’ll never love me. Because I fell in love with you.”
His hand that was holding onto my arm so firmly loosened and he let go and let his hand fall to his side. He was in utter shock. He looked like he wanted to say something but for some reason couldn’t get it out. He’s trying to find the words to reject me! I thought. I was so scared of the idea of being rejected by Yamada. I didn’t want to hear it.
“I’m sorry,” I said. I turned and ran away. I looked over my shoulder and saw him still standing there in shock.
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I sighed as I stood in front of the school. After yesterday’s failed confession I ran home. I didn’t want to go to school today but mom forced me. I told her I was sick but she said lovesickness is not a disease that keeps you from going to school. I looked at my watch, I was actually 20 minutes late. Lovesickness might not keep me from going to school but it makes me a slow walker.
I walked through the halls to my classroom. I was bracing myself for the awkwardness Yamada and I would have to sit through. I opened the door but no one was inside. Shoot! I forgot we had art today! I thought as I made my way to the other side of school where the art room was located.
When I finally got there I took a deep breath. I knew it wasn’t going to be so bad because in art we choose our own seats so I probably won’t be seated by Yamada but I was still nervous. I opened the door walked in and quickly sat in a seat in the corner next to one of the girls in my class.
“Ah Shiyan Hana how nice of you to show up 20 minutes late.” Said the teacher.
I stood up and bowed. “Sorry Sensei.” She nodded and I sat back down.
“Anyways as I was saying, today you will be doing portraits. You will partner up with another student and you will try to draw each other. The point of this assignment is to capture their true selves.” Said the teacher.
Many of the students began talking and getting up out of their seats to partner up. I was just about to ask the girl next to me if we could be partners when someone stepped in between us. Of course it had to be the one person I didn’t want to see, or talk to, or draw.
“Be my partner,” said Yamada.
“Uh… I don’t think-“ I began to speak but was suddenly interrupted by the teacher.
“Good! It looks like everyone’s partnered up! Lets move outside to the fields where your creativity will not be restricted by walls!” she said and then marched out of the classroom, many students following her.
“Let’s go,” said Yamada and then grabbed my hand and lead me out of the classroom. I felt like an idiot for being happy about him holding my hand.
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Yamada and I were sitting on the ground across from each other with our sketchpads and pencils occupying our hands. We were all alone since the teacher told the class to spread out. I felt nervous every time I looked away from my sketchpad and up at Yamada. He was totally concentrated on his drawing and hadn’t spoken to me the entire time.
“Okay everyone! Show your partner your drawing!” yelled the teacher from across the field. She was using a megaphone.
Yamada looked up and said “I’ll go first.”
I nodded.
He turned his sketch pad around and I was stunned by what I saw. On his sketchpad was a drawing of Hana M. My eyes widened and I could feel my heart racing.
“The point of this assignment was to catch your true self. I think I caught it.” He said to me. “I was really happy that you confessed to me yesterday. Sorry I didn’t say anything I think I was so happy that it broke my brain.”
“Aren’t you mad? I lied to you and I tricked you.”
“You can do whatever you want to me and I’ll still love you. And besides even if I was mad at you I would forgive you, just like how you forgave me and what I did was a whole lot worse in my opinion.”
I threw my sketchpad and pencil on the ground next to me and shot myself forward to hug Yamada. “I can do whatever I want right? So this is ok right?” I said burying my face into his shoulder.
“Yea! This is ok. This is definitely ok.” I could hear the happiness and nervousness in his voice. How cute I thought. “If things are going in this direction then you can even rape me if you want.” Ew how not cute.
I pushed him away from me. “You’re a pig. That really suits you since you eat like one too.” I said teasingly.
“Hey!” he said.
I smiled at him and we both laughed.
Congrats Yamada you finally found you’re ugly girl.
~THE END~
Yay its finally done! *throws confetti* Thank you to all who read this fic! well anyways I would be more sad about this fic ending but i'm too excited for the next fic i'm going to write ^^
Heres the summary:
Title: My Not-So-Lucky Love Charm
Pairing: Yamada/OC
Type: Chaptered
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance, Comedy
Summary: A girl (still thinking of OC’s name) gets rejected by her crush and to make matters worse the campus jerk, Yamada Ryosuke, publicly humiliates her about her rejection. She takes a short trip to Okinawa to get away from it all. She ends up stumbling across a shrine dedicated to love. At that shrine there is a sacred tree where it is said that if you hang a piece of paper on the tree with your name on it you will definitely meet your true love but if a girl tears down a girls paper than the girl on the paper will never meet her true love. Being so sick of love *insert OC’s name her* tears a piece of paper down to make herself feel better thinking that it’s a girl’s so she doesn’t have to be the only one who suffers. But it turns out that if you tear a guy’s name down than that guy will definitely fall in love with you. She goes back home feeling refreshed but Yamada Ryosuke is starting to act a bit strange around her…
Coming soon! :D I hope you all will give it a try :)
Pairing: Yamada/OC
Type: Chaptered
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance, angst, and I’ll try to slip in some comedy if I can XD
Summary: Migurushi Hana and Yamada used to be friends until she overheard him calling her an ugly girl. 4 years later, after moving away from Tokyo, Hana has a totally different look and even a different last name, she now goes by Shiyan Hana. She ends up moving back to Tokyo and even transferring to Yamada’s school. She doesn’t want anything to do with him but when he finds out that Shiyan Hana “knows” Migurushi Hana he ends up begging her to help them meet up…?
“This is bad,” I said to my mom. We were eating dinner and watching some variety show on TV.
“What’s bad sweetie?” she asked as she took a bite out of her drumstick, her eyes glued on the TV.
“I think I might be in love with Yamada.”
She snapped her head towards me with huge eyes and a mouthful of chicken. She struggled to swallow all the food in her mouth and said, “Honey, I’m so happy for you! Wait, how is this bad?”
“Because he doesn’t love me. He loves Hana M. and if I tell him I’m Hana M. he’ll hate me for lying to him.”
“Honey I’m so sorry,” she said looking at me with a meaningful look in her eyes, “but you’re an idiot.”
“Mom! I totally thought you were going to say something touching and beautiful but then you call me an idiot!”
“I’m sorry but really, he’s searched and looked for you all these years and you think he’ll be mad when he finds you? I don’t think the situation matters I think he’ll just be happy to see you.”
I shook my head. “I don’t want to take any chances. I’d rather not be loved than be hated,” I said as I shoved my untouched dinner away from me and went to my room.
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I entered the classroom and saw Yamada at his desk writing something in his notebook. I walked toward my seat, when I got there I saw that he was using his “special” pencil, the pencil Hana M. gave him just like always.
He looked up from his notebook, smiled at me and said, “Good morning.”
“Hey,” I said, “I have a question to ask you.”
“Go ahead.”
I took a deep breath. “Do you still like Hana M.?” I asked.
“Yes. I love her and I always will.” He said with a firm voice.
“Always? You’ll never like anyone else?” I asked.
“Never. I will always love her,” he said. In other words you’ll always love Migurushi Hana but never Shiyan Hana, I thought, even though I love you.
My emotions were beginning to well up in me and I turned and ran out of the classroom before he could see me cry. I ran through the empty halls when suddenly something caught my arm from behind. I turned and saw Yamada firmly gripping my arm.
“Why did you run away?” he asked panting.
Suddenly my tears began falling, “Because I know you love Hana M. Because I know you’ll never love me. Because I fell in love with you.”
His hand that was holding onto my arm so firmly loosened and he let go and let his hand fall to his side. He was in utter shock. He looked like he wanted to say something but for some reason couldn’t get it out. He’s trying to find the words to reject me! I thought. I was so scared of the idea of being rejected by Yamada. I didn’t want to hear it.
“I’m sorry,” I said. I turned and ran away. I looked over my shoulder and saw him still standing there in shock.
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I sighed as I stood in front of the school. After yesterday’s failed confession I ran home. I didn’t want to go to school today but mom forced me. I told her I was sick but she said lovesickness is not a disease that keeps you from going to school. I looked at my watch, I was actually 20 minutes late. Lovesickness might not keep me from going to school but it makes me a slow walker.
I walked through the halls to my classroom. I was bracing myself for the awkwardness Yamada and I would have to sit through. I opened the door but no one was inside. Shoot! I forgot we had art today! I thought as I made my way to the other side of school where the art room was located.
When I finally got there I took a deep breath. I knew it wasn’t going to be so bad because in art we choose our own seats so I probably won’t be seated by Yamada but I was still nervous. I opened the door walked in and quickly sat in a seat in the corner next to one of the girls in my class.
“Ah Shiyan Hana how nice of you to show up 20 minutes late.” Said the teacher.
I stood up and bowed. “Sorry Sensei.” She nodded and I sat back down.
“Anyways as I was saying, today you will be doing portraits. You will partner up with another student and you will try to draw each other. The point of this assignment is to capture their true selves.” Said the teacher.
Many of the students began talking and getting up out of their seats to partner up. I was just about to ask the girl next to me if we could be partners when someone stepped in between us. Of course it had to be the one person I didn’t want to see, or talk to, or draw.
“Be my partner,” said Yamada.
“Uh… I don’t think-“ I began to speak but was suddenly interrupted by the teacher.
“Good! It looks like everyone’s partnered up! Lets move outside to the fields where your creativity will not be restricted by walls!” she said and then marched out of the classroom, many students following her.
“Let’s go,” said Yamada and then grabbed my hand and lead me out of the classroom. I felt like an idiot for being happy about him holding my hand.
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Yamada and I were sitting on the ground across from each other with our sketchpads and pencils occupying our hands. We were all alone since the teacher told the class to spread out. I felt nervous every time I looked away from my sketchpad and up at Yamada. He was totally concentrated on his drawing and hadn’t spoken to me the entire time.
“Okay everyone! Show your partner your drawing!” yelled the teacher from across the field. She was using a megaphone.
Yamada looked up and said “I’ll go first.”
I nodded.
He turned his sketch pad around and I was stunned by what I saw. On his sketchpad was a drawing of Hana M. My eyes widened and I could feel my heart racing.
“The point of this assignment was to catch your true self. I think I caught it.” He said to me. “I was really happy that you confessed to me yesterday. Sorry I didn’t say anything I think I was so happy that it broke my brain.”
“Aren’t you mad? I lied to you and I tricked you.”
“You can do whatever you want to me and I’ll still love you. And besides even if I was mad at you I would forgive you, just like how you forgave me and what I did was a whole lot worse in my opinion.”
I threw my sketchpad and pencil on the ground next to me and shot myself forward to hug Yamada. “I can do whatever I want right? So this is ok right?” I said burying my face into his shoulder.
“Yea! This is ok. This is definitely ok.” I could hear the happiness and nervousness in his voice. How cute I thought. “If things are going in this direction then you can even rape me if you want.” Ew how not cute.
I pushed him away from me. “You’re a pig. That really suits you since you eat like one too.” I said teasingly.
“Hey!” he said.
I smiled at him and we both laughed.
Congrats Yamada you finally found you’re ugly girl.
~THE END~
Yay its finally done! *throws confetti* Thank you to all who read this fic! well anyways I would be more sad about this fic ending but i'm too excited for the next fic i'm going to write ^^
Heres the summary:
Title: My Not-So-Lucky Love Charm
Pairing: Yamada/OC
Type: Chaptered
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance, Comedy
Summary: A girl (still thinking of OC’s name) gets rejected by her crush and to make matters worse the campus jerk, Yamada Ryosuke, publicly humiliates her about her rejection. She takes a short trip to Okinawa to get away from it all. She ends up stumbling across a shrine dedicated to love. At that shrine there is a sacred tree where it is said that if you hang a piece of paper on the tree with your name on it you will definitely meet your true love but if a girl tears down a girls paper than the girl on the paper will never meet her true love. Being so sick of love *insert OC’s name her* tears a piece of paper down to make herself feel better thinking that it’s a girl’s so she doesn’t have to be the only one who suffers. But it turns out that if you tear a guy’s name down than that guy will definitely fall in love with you. She goes back home feeling refreshed but Yamada Ryosuke is starting to act a bit strange around her…
Coming soon! :D I hope you all will give it a try :)