things happen
sometimes you find yourself in a battle between heart and head. head and body. body and heart. and all the other mixtures in between.
i'm finding myself telling my heart to be quiet. i'm telling my heart that it's not the only important thing. then after i do that, my head starts panicing. what if i never get to feel this way again. what if what if what if. i'm in a state of confused clarity. trying to do the right thing. but what is the right thing. is love enough. what does love define. why should it need a definition. is this love enough. god, the questions i never thought i'd ask.
i find myself reaching out in all the wrong places.
some days seem shorter than the rest.
why does alcohol make you do dumb shit. heh.
i'm finding myself telling my heart to be quiet. i'm telling my heart that it's not the only important thing. then after i do that, my head starts panicing. what if i never get to feel this way again. what if what if what if. i'm in a state of confused clarity. trying to do the right thing. but what is the right thing. is love enough. what does love define. why should it need a definition. is this love enough. god, the questions i never thought i'd ask.
i find myself reaching out in all the wrong places.
some days seem shorter than the rest.
why does alcohol make you do dumb shit. heh.