disappear, pounds!
exactly 2 weeks to hawaii!!! so. stoked :)
i feel like i need to lose some pounds before i go...ideally 10pounds but we all know thats not possible within such a short time span haha i was considering a juice fast diet, which actually sounded pretty yummy...and it was only for 2 days so that's doable...but i have a feeling its one of those where you lose it and gain it all back once you return to your normal diet. i'll see...i'm going swimming later today and possibly wednesday. then maybe i'll just bike for the rest of the week...cut down on sodium and the amount of food i eat and sleep early. at least thats what one of the sites suggested. i just dont want to look bulgey in hawaii you know? esp when effie's so skinny!!! im short enough as it is...and looking fat would not be ideal. i'm just gonna feel so gross about my own body and not enjoy myself...coz i know i would definitely compare. boo why must i be the one with the unidealistic body shape...it sucks even more when you have a sister who's got it all.
so maybe i'll try the juice diet afterall. all i need is to buy oranges and lemons.
but what about all that cheesecakes that i just made this past weekend? they are so scrumptous i have to eat them!!!! ga...see my problem? lol
if only thinking hard enough about losing pounds will actually result in it happening hahaha.
i feel like i need to lose some pounds before i go...ideally 10pounds but we all know thats not possible within such a short time span haha i was considering a juice fast diet, which actually sounded pretty yummy...and it was only for 2 days so that's doable...but i have a feeling its one of those where you lose it and gain it all back once you return to your normal diet. i'll see...i'm going swimming later today and possibly wednesday. then maybe i'll just bike for the rest of the week...cut down on sodium and the amount of food i eat and sleep early. at least thats what one of the sites suggested. i just dont want to look bulgey in hawaii you know? esp when effie's so skinny!!! im short enough as it is...and looking fat would not be ideal. i'm just gonna feel so gross about my own body and not enjoy myself...coz i know i would definitely compare. boo why must i be the one with the unidealistic body shape...it sucks even more when you have a sister who's got it all.
so maybe i'll try the juice diet afterall. all i need is to buy oranges and lemons.
but what about all that cheesecakes that i just made this past weekend? they are so scrumptous i have to eat them!!!! ga...see my problem? lol
if only thinking hard enough about losing pounds will actually result in it happening hahaha.