Jul 14, 2008 00:54
i have about 3 weeks left in japan, out of which 2 i really should spend my time studying for my finals so i dont have that much time left really >< i'm glad my finals end on the 28th though, so i get to go to hachijo with my azalea friends (which i'm SO SUPER EXCITED about!) and spend a couple of days there :) it'll probably be the last time i spend time with them because after that i'll be busy meeting up with my other friends. my nights are almost all booked already, even though i still have my afternoons free, i dont know that many people who are able to meet up then though as alot of them are working and what not @.@ i'd hate to leave not being able to say a proper goodbye to many of them u know? yet i feel like that could be it...the plans that i have for now might be all i can do. oh wells, such is life as jennifer would say.
there's so much i'd like to write about but i cant really pen them all down. so much i've been thinking about lately, so much that's been happening...just like the rest of this exchange. for now though, i should be concentrating on my papers...because there's 3 due and i still need to study for my finals...the clock is ticking too.
so much to do, so little time: cliche but true.
its interesting the way i've led my life here though, i thought. the people i've hung out with, how it keeps changing and just the way i do things. it's so different from everyone else.
i'm so independent and yet i'm such a sucker for company. u know? friends who are closer to me definitely got a taste of what i mean, especially britta, because she's been talking to me about that alot. i feel bad though and i dont want to excuse it as that being just the way i am, because it's a bad thing...and i really shld change.
not only that, but spiritually too. i really liked doing bible study with hilda every week and i've been learning SO MUCH with her...hearing things from God through the bible, through her and through my own thoughts. i really need to keep up with reading the bible more, that is something that can't be replaced by sermons and talks and stuff. i have to do my part and God will work His miracles. it doesnt work thinking it everytime and not really doing it you know? i need lots of discipline.
とりあえず、頑張ります。
life,
japan