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Well i havent written here in a while. Im still hurting about maria. It just sux man. It really does suck. I love her so much and then what burned the most was that long hug she gave Kenny. I said to myself "that coulda been me" so i just went to the monkey bars. Oh yea i went to palm springs middle so yay! Not really yay because what killed me was hugging maria tightly and i just wanted to kiss her but for the first time since i kissed rachel, i was scared of kissing anyone. I love her so much.Well on a better note, i saw everybody, except rachel! that sucked. had an OK time but its just that im hurting made it bad. Thats basically it. Went to alizars, listened to most of his love songs, pretty much reminded me of maria. Damn, i care about her man. People say i should move on....maybe they're right maybe theyre wrong. But i still love her either way.