Sep 06, 2007 12:55
Ranmaru-chan.. Kazuma.. Niisan.. Kurama..
Thank you, all of you, for taking care of me. It was only a curse but still you were all kind, and I know some of you fell ill as well. My only regret is that I could not return your kindness.
Katara? I have not heard from you in a while... are you all right?
[Private ; Mildly Hackable]
So many were ill. Had I not been sick too I could have helped others! But I couldn't..
Everytime there is a curse I'm either affected by it or I am unable to do anything! This is not how I was before.. I could aid my friends even despite their warnings. I don't want to be forced to the sides and watch as they get hurt! I must become stronger! Even with Kazuma's kind words I still can't help but feel I can do more.
No, I know I can do more.
What I must do is practice. I need to train and allow myself to get stronger, even if it's only a little bit.
I want to be able to help and protect those I cherish...
post-curse,
deep thoughts