Apr 20, 2006 18:49
So i'm a little confused about life right now, but whats new , right? Umm..Jeff called me a couple of days ago and told me that him and Jess are together. Not together, just talking. What was I supposed to say? Well, I'm not gonna elaborate on this. If you're one of my close friends, then you know what I'm feeling right now.
It feels like this week is taking forever, but maybe it's just me? Umm.. I'll update from yesterday.
So school of course. Dana's mom has been taking us since my car is kinda messed up. After school, I had to work. That was alright I guess, especially since I got off at 8:30. Christina dropped by and gave me some sparkly hair pins to have the hairdresser put in my hair for prom. I'm excited about that. After work, I went to Best Buy and got the Taking Back Sunday cd.. Its good. I got home and showered and got online. And Andrea IM'd me and told me to come over so her mom could steam my dress and get the wrinkles out. So I ran that over to her house. We had a good talk and she loaned me her white purse for prom. On the way home, I called Brian and woke him up.. OOps. well, he says he wasn't sleeping but he sure sounded like it. Anyways...
Today- school again. :( . Me and Ash made brian new names by using his initals. that was funn... we ended up with Button Down Jacket. (yeah.. you wish you were like us). I slept through math class and when I woke up, I was in a pissy mood since a family member of mine is killing me right now. I sure hope Ash didn't mind me being rude. After school, I went to Christines house and we went with Corey to drop some application off and get his tux for prom. That was fine. After that, we rode w/ her dad to pick up his new truck and then we went and got our nails done. Well, I got my feet painted. veryy cute. Now, I'm sitting at home by myself. My little brother had a band concert tonight at plaza and I should've gone. Well, I planned on going but when I got home, everyone was in a bad mood and stressed so my gma told me that I should just rest.
So it's been almost 6 months since my bio father died. im still not understanding. or accepting. and his brother is still on drugs really bad. I can't handle it. I wont be able to lose someone else.
gahh.. I just need to rest.