whoa .. it's been FOREVER since i've updated!

Mar 03, 2006 22:19

It seems like the only time I update is if I'm not happy. And of course, here I am updating. It's Friday, and I can already tell that my weekend is going to SUCK! I had to work today 4-8 and I had plans with a certain someone that I work with(that I will not name). Anyways.. as of last night we had these plans and he told me to call him when I got off and then I'd go over to his house. So I did. and did he answer... NO. So being the kind of person that doesn't like being lied to, I got in my car and drove over to his house. And another girls car was there..(that I will not name). In case you don't know, I hate fake people. And that is def. fake. Ughhh..
This is my life, sitting home on a Friday night, and a.- either everyone on my buddy list is away having fun or b.- not talking to me. OH well..
So tomorrow I work a wonderful 12-8 like usual on Saturday. I really am not wanting to go in, since that person I was supposed to hang out with, also works that beautiful shift. That should be very interesting..
All I want right now in my life, is to have one person that I can count on. Whether it be a guy or a girl. A boyfriend or just a friend. My brother. Anybody that is not going to screw me over. I've been screwed over too many times and i'm at the point where I don't even wanna try and be friends with anyone.. because I don't want to get hurt.
Ok.. It felt very good to let all that out..
I'll try and update more.. (haha.. I always say that!)
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