Please come down from that cloud you're sitting on.
I'm trying not to let my desperation show, but it's there burried deep under all the smiles and "No, I'm okay"s. I can't afford to get too down right now, if I do that I won't get anywhere, especially not to job security-land.
But at least I've dropped a couple of pounds and fit back into my old black pants! And I went and bought myself some $5 black shoes at Walmart, I needed something other than chucks for job interviews. Last time I lived up here, I went to an interview at Sears with my bright green chucks on, it was lovely. I even got the job. WAM-BAM-THANKYOUMA'AM!
Easter went really well with the fam, we all dressed up and went to church then had breakfast and fun at Tanner's parents house. The awkwardness between Tanner and I is almost completely gone. It's like back when I first met him and we were chums. Good stuff. I'm also a better aunt now, it's weird that I'm actually helping my nieces grow up! It's cool! I guess since I was the youngest in my family, I never got to be the responsible mature one, always just the playful funny little sister that you could always count on to cause a disaster. Now I contain all disasters in this house. Yay for control + patience! Just no patience for employers, urgh.
I really need to stop biting my nails, any pointers on how I can stop?
...don't be rediculous sweet darlin', it's so unlike you to be blue...
But at least I've dropped a couple of pounds and fit back into my old black pants! And I went and bought myself some $5 black shoes at Walmart, I needed something other than chucks for job interviews. Last time I lived up here, I went to an interview at Sears with my bright green chucks on, it was lovely. I even got the job. WAM-BAM-THANKYOUMA'AM!
Easter went really well with the fam, we all dressed up and went to church then had breakfast and fun at Tanner's parents house. The awkwardness between Tanner and I is almost completely gone. It's like back when I first met him and we were chums. Good stuff. I'm also a better aunt now, it's weird that I'm actually helping my nieces grow up! It's cool! I guess since I was the youngest in my family, I never got to be the responsible mature one, always just the playful funny little sister that you could always count on to cause a disaster. Now I contain all disasters in this house. Yay for control + patience! Just no patience for employers, urgh.
I really need to stop biting my nails, any pointers on how I can stop?
...don't be rediculous sweet darlin', it's so unlike you to be blue...