baby news
So the inevitable happened. chad and i knew there was a 50-50 chance that the baby might not be biologically his. (ahem, james) guess the odds were against us. the paternity test results came back... chad isnt the father. but the fact that he still cares so much is amazing. i'm really learning who my friends are and who i've been wasting time on. SO james doesnt want ANYTHING to do with her at all. doesnt even ever want to see her. but that pretty much means that i mean dick to him after all this time... because if i meant anything at all he would at least have some bone in his body that even felt the tiniest bit of remorse. i KNOW he cant do anything. i KNOW he doesnt have a job and probably never will. i KNOW i KNOW i KNOW! i just want him to feel something other than SELFISH.
that is all.
that is all.