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First thing I'd like to say is:
HAPPY BDAY AYE ♥ :****
I wish You of course everything which is the best... I know it's kinda lame, but recently I think I can't write proper wishes XDD I'd like to meet You and hug and never let go <33333~~~~ I hope You'll have the most awesome bday party in the world (zdaj pozniej relacje xD) and everything :* Ilu, kotek :*
I think that Aye's bday was like the best excuse to write something here. I wanted to do so, but I kinda couldn't force myself to write anything :/ Blablabla ->
I'm sorry Ayeciu that that part is in the same note as wishes for You, but I couldn't divide them XD. Anyway, You know me and You (I mean everyone xD) know what type of person I'm right? I mean here, I'm a very postive person I think and I rarely show my true feelings. I try to always laugh, smile etc., but now I think I feel useless >>; I really wish I was another person. I don't like being myself. Why You may ask? Because ... it sucks so hard :/ Srsly, I think that life is beautiful, world is pretty, I really do. I love my friends and I'd probably die for them... But sometimes, I have thoughts that in the future I'll be forgotten. It's really hard to explain that. I always want to help everyone, I really want to be helpful, that's a joy to me to help others, srsly. I want to be needed, so... can U show me You need me? >>;;; please. I promise that tomorrow when I get up, I won't have emo mood anymore. (I hope I won't).Everything is just not right.
HAPPY BDAY AYE ♥ :****
I wish You of course everything which is the best... I know it's kinda lame, but recently I think I can't write proper wishes XDD I'd like to meet You and hug and never let go <33333~~~~ I hope You'll have the most awesome bday party in the world (zdaj pozniej relacje xD) and everything :* Ilu, kotek :*
I think that Aye's bday was like the best excuse to write something here. I wanted to do so, but I kinda couldn't force myself to write anything :/ Blablabla ->
I'm sorry Ayeciu that that part is in the same note as wishes for You, but I couldn't divide them XD. Anyway, You know me and You (I mean everyone xD) know what type of person I'm right? I mean here, I'm a very postive person I think and I rarely show my true feelings. I try to always laugh, smile etc., but now I think I feel useless >>; I really wish I was another person. I don't like being myself. Why You may ask? Because ... it sucks so hard :/ Srsly, I think that life is beautiful, world is pretty, I really do. I love my friends and I'd probably die for them... But sometimes, I have thoughts that in the future I'll be forgotten. It's really hard to explain that. I always want to help everyone, I really want to be helpful, that's a joy to me to help others, srsly. I want to be needed, so... can U show me You need me? >>;;; please. I promise that tomorrow when I get up, I won't have emo mood anymore. (I hope I won't).Everything is just not right.