Update on Life?
Yeah. Strike, for two weeks now, and possibly a few days next week.
A lot of shit has happened over this break. I broke up with Saige. For various reasons, but she always treated me like an object; showing me off to everyone and basically acting like I was a prize. I hated that. And, she became infatuated with my best friend and neighbor. She never got him, though, I'm so happy for that. She basically put me down and shoved me around... I never thought I'd let someone do that, much less a girlfriend. She is rather fake, too, she possesses all of these ideals that just do not live up to anything realistic in life.
Then there is Nick Smith. I tried my best to be the best person I could to him, because I was his only "straight" friend, the only one who really accepted him. I make it a point to try and tolerate everyone, no matter who/what they are. But he would always create drama in the group. He's liked me (been obsessed) for the past two years. He would try and ruin relationships that I would try to have with girls. Then, ultimately, he told people that he had sex with me.
Wrong. Fucking. Move.
Now both people are living in regret.
I've met and talked to a lot of people lately. Myspace sure helps for a social life, indeed.
I am sort of hoping there is no Homecoming. Why? Because I have no date. I was hoping to take Saige, way back when, but well... she kind of blew things up. So the fact still stands.
Been practicing more guitar lately... I'm getting better every week and I learn something new, every lesson. Slowly, but surely. Voice lessons this summer. Piano, soon, if not in summer, as well. Bass fits in there right along with my guitar lessons.
Like a lot of teenagers, I've been in a mode of depression. I'm not sure what it's geared towards, but it's there. I was happy at the beginning of the "break"... but now it's just worn off. I have nothing to look forward to.
Oh yeah, apparently I'm an EMO kid. Guess longer hair does that to you, eh?
-Remmy
A lot of shit has happened over this break. I broke up with Saige. For various reasons, but she always treated me like an object; showing me off to everyone and basically acting like I was a prize. I hated that. And, she became infatuated with my best friend and neighbor. She never got him, though, I'm so happy for that. She basically put me down and shoved me around... I never thought I'd let someone do that, much less a girlfriend. She is rather fake, too, she possesses all of these ideals that just do not live up to anything realistic in life.
Then there is Nick Smith. I tried my best to be the best person I could to him, because I was his only "straight" friend, the only one who really accepted him. I make it a point to try and tolerate everyone, no matter who/what they are. But he would always create drama in the group. He's liked me (been obsessed) for the past two years. He would try and ruin relationships that I would try to have with girls. Then, ultimately, he told people that he had sex with me.
Wrong. Fucking. Move.
Now both people are living in regret.
I've met and talked to a lot of people lately. Myspace sure helps for a social life, indeed.
I am sort of hoping there is no Homecoming. Why? Because I have no date. I was hoping to take Saige, way back when, but well... she kind of blew things up. So the fact still stands.
Been practicing more guitar lately... I'm getting better every week and I learn something new, every lesson. Slowly, but surely. Voice lessons this summer. Piano, soon, if not in summer, as well. Bass fits in there right along with my guitar lessons.
Like a lot of teenagers, I've been in a mode of depression. I'm not sure what it's geared towards, but it's there. I was happy at the beginning of the "break"... but now it's just worn off. I have nothing to look forward to.
Oh yeah, apparently I'm an EMO kid. Guess longer hair does that to you, eh?
-Remmy