Sep 13, 2006 19:59
I'm suprised I even remembered the password to this thing.
It's probably been about half a year since I updated, and man have I changed. Relationships have been made and fallen apart, friends made and lost and drama has happened.
I'm not going to recount the last half year, because I don't think anyone even reads this, but I will tell you about me now.
My name is Katherine Gibbins. I don't have a nickname.
I haven't drunk lemon juice in over a year. I only have 2 piercings. I'm a smoker. I don't do drugs. I drink occassionally. I have a weak stomach. Flesh tunnels on girls make me want to throw up. I have the tendency to get my heart broken. I listen to an odd mixture of music. I have a lot of regrets. This summer has made me closer to a certain 3 girls. My mom thinks I'm straight edge, my dad thinks its funny. My brother is a recluse and I haven't held a conversation with him in 4 months. I steal, I cheat in exams, I lie to my parents and I love every moment because I'm doing what I like. Music can bring me out of a mood. I'm not innocent. I'm not a little girl anymore. I have a lot of dreams, one is to find my perfect boy. Sometimes I look around myself and think how lucky I am to live this life and be surrounded by all these people. I'll admit I'm spoilt, but only by one parent. Anyone who knows me will know how much I hate England. I want to learn Slovakian. My camera is in my bag on most occassions. My ipod is rarely charged.
I've learnt over the years of my adolescence that changing to fit in isn't worth it. I am not a fake person, I dress how I think is attractive and wear what suits me. My haircut may be similar to the trend but it's trendy for the reason that it looks good. The kind of relationship you're supposed to have with family I have with friends. I'd choose them over anyone, anyday. I used to have a lonely life, but now I can say I absolutely love the one I have. I've learnt not to let small things get me down but it's easy to get me angry. I've also learnt how to hold a grudge. I don't get bothered if someone doesn't like me, my general reaction is to laugh if you bitch about how I look. Try insulting something I am bothered about, like my personality, sense of humour or lifestyle. My friends make me who I am, and when they go away for a holiday I don't feel like my normal self. I am there for my friends whenever they need me.
If there's anything you want to know about the me now, ASK.