Dec 28, 2005 23:36
Ok, so I named my fish and frogs:
Erwine
Hermine
Whale
Tad
Pole
and I am hoping to get another betta fish tommorrow. I'm applying to universites tommorrow.
Weird thoughts:
did it make you feel good to know that your manipulation was brining me down, trying to impose on be your perseptions and Identity - what a false sense of security. sometimes the journey makes me weary - lke a long and winding road. sometimes this life can loose its meaning.
You might be surprised to find some hope. Maybe your wondering where I am - you may be surprised to find I'm near.
When your life is tossed and turning, and you are on the raging sea. I'll come and pull you from the water. then you will know that you are free.
Wandering the road of derperate life. leave it to me I'll lead you home, so afraid you'll not be found - just leave it to me I'll lead you home. Hear me calling.
Sin - the thing I run from - yet always achieve. in a world of sickness, darkness, pain, and suffering. Where am I, what am I doing, am I helping. can I help. I want to help - do I have time.
If your feeling alone and lost today, you spend all your hours just rushing around - do you have a little time just to spend with me. you spend you time waiting for anyone to see - you should stop for awhile - you would find me standing by. I want to remind you of all you've missed. life is passing you by. what can you see when your spinning around. you should stop for a while.
the sun is hidden to all of us - is there any real light?
maybe mines burned out.
Almighty God King of me
come with fire and restore me
Almighty God King of me
come with fire and restore me
I fall down
I lay me crown
at your feet you say to me
lift you head
and come home
I confess
I am blessed
and I lay it down
at your feet
and patiently you say to me
come home
Almighty God King of me
come with fire and restore me
Almighty God King of me
come with fire and restore me