Huh...
I just realized that yesterday it had been two months since I've had a cigarette.
I'm doing fairly well, but there are times when I think about them. I don't actually want one, but...I miss them. It doesn't bother me to be around smokers at all...never has. I dream about them sometimes...but, it's always a dream where I think "one won't hurt me" and then I end up smoking a pack a day again...and then I end up being really annoyed with myself for having the one that wouldn't hurt me. *LOL*
So, they're not happy dreams.
Happy dreams and cigarettes only merge when Giles is the one smoking.
And those are happy, happy ones.
I have a story to post...but, I might wait until tomorrow. I just want to go through it one more time. I had reservations about it, but wyvernwolf liked it, and she never lies to me. *LOL*
And now...I'm gonna get a few things done online...take my shower...and then wake El up. It's a trip to the RTA (I still call it the DMV *sigh*) to get her license renewed...and then maybe on to do some shopping.
I do have a $50 Coles/Myer voucher to use at some point...
I'm doing fairly well, but there are times when I think about them. I don't actually want one, but...I miss them. It doesn't bother me to be around smokers at all...never has. I dream about them sometimes...but, it's always a dream where I think "one won't hurt me" and then I end up smoking a pack a day again...and then I end up being really annoyed with myself for having the one that wouldn't hurt me. *LOL*
So, they're not happy dreams.
Happy dreams and cigarettes only merge when Giles is the one smoking.
And those are happy, happy ones.
I have a story to post...but, I might wait until tomorrow. I just want to go through it one more time. I had reservations about it, but wyvernwolf liked it, and she never lies to me. *LOL*
And now...I'm gonna get a few things done online...take my shower...and then wake El up. It's a trip to the RTA (I still call it the DMV *sigh*) to get her license renewed...and then maybe on to do some shopping.
I do have a $50 Coles/Myer voucher to use at some point...