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i used to think i had some sort of inner peace. maybe i do sometimes. but holy fuck, it likes to play hide and seek with me. i've decided not to go for the journeys thing because i'm not desperate for a job...and she's been running around the mall recruiting everyone. the job doesn't matter and i'm happy at the comus. now to...leave the leaf. god i don't want to, but i have to. my life will be so much more enjoyable. as soon as i get rid of all these ailments of mine! i'm such a whiner...haha that's why i have no friends. 3 hours of sleep + not being able to fall asleep again = stupid livejournal entries. fuck you carolyn for not going to school. now we can't hang out. i bet you'll go on monday...for somebody else. :)