Feb 13, 2004 21:21
Well it's almost been a month since I updated last. I'm sorry I've just been busy and what not.
I passed all of my classes for the semester and my schedule now looks like this:
1-Geometry
2-US History
3-Practical Law
4-Adv. Marine Bio.
5-Latin Orgins
6-Spanish 2
The only things that changed are Latin Orgins and Practical Law. All my classes are easy and hard, somedays easy some days hard. I have a B average which is good because my insurance for my car can be cheaper now. I'm starting to look at colloges a lot more. I want to go to UCSD(UC San Diego). The campus looks unbelievable. It's beautiful, plus they have pre law there. So I may be seriously thinking about moving towards there and then transfering to an Ivy League school for majoring in Law after that. I want to be a lawyer really bad, and write on the side. This is because although I love writing I think I want to keep it as a hobby instead of turning it into something I have to do and something that I'll end up dreading to do, you know? OK.
Anyway, on Monday I got into a huge arguement with my ex bestfriend forever, Stacy. I was online and I was talking to her boyfriend and in which the time he said that it wasn't his fault that she didn't want to hang out with me and blah blah blah. I was also talking to these other two guys, and they were being perverts, so I put on my away message saying "fuck you both" and he thought I was talking about them and I wasn't, so he preceeded to call me a fucking fat bitch. So I cried histerically. Then made myself throw up because it made me remember the old days of doing those things. Then I got back online and told Stacy we shouldn't be friends anymore and she thought it was because of what he said, which it wasn't it just put me over the edge. I said it's because she hasn't hung out with me since summer and that night and day was only because she couldn't hang out with me. So I told her I was coming to get all of my stuff in 10 minutes, and I left. I had to calm down first. I went there and knocked nicely on the door, went inside to Stacy's room.
Bev: There's your stuff!
Me: Where?
Bev: Right outside in that bag. (snotty voice)
ME: OK (Then I "slammed the door")
She came out and started going off on me about how I slammed the door even though I was told to shut it hard because it doesn't shut like a normal door by Stacy. Then she started blaming us not hanging out together on me which is totally wrong, because I've given up a lot to hang out with her and she's ditched me to stay home every time. So I said "Yeah you're right Bev you're always right aren't you, you're such a fucking bitch." Then she ran after me shoved me and punched me in the face calling me a fucking cunt, then told me to get of her property or she was going to call the police. After she hit me. I could charge her with child abuse. Anyway, that's why we aren't freinds anymore.
Then Tuesday, I started to get sick, and I'm still siting here sick right now. Tomorrow's Valentines day, and I'm going to be sick. Tanner is suprising me by taking me out to dinner some where and then I don't know what. I would take pictures, but I cant upload them because my computer is stupid.
I'll start updating more, it doesn't take that much time, and it makes me feel good.
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