Aug 16, 2006 23:31
yea, so i just oredered a book called "how to find almost anyone, anywhere" by norma tillman. this is the first step (hopefully) to finding my dad. im so scared. ive wanted to find him since i was about 10, but ive never really been quite this serious about it, and now i feel more lost than i did beforew hen i wanted to find him. it feels more possible now, and that just terrifies me. i found about 25 phone numbers in MA under the name turner and hutchinson, which were his last names. he was running from the law, so its kinda hrd to track it down or limit my search quite as much as id like to be able to.what if he doesnt want to meet me? what if he doesnt like me? what if hes dead, or maybe hes some crazy child molester and is gunna rape me. oh god, im so scared. i hope this works out well. i doubt it will, knowing my luck. but ill just keep hoping. suggestions on how to approach finding him or just moral support would be GREATLY appreciated.
PEACE