its happening
so its getting closer to autumn, which means im really cold right now, and all i want is a boyfriend to snuggle up with...:( why the hell am i so lonely? i dont get it. having a boyfriend isnt even all that important to me, but i just feel soooo damn alone? maybe its just my urge for human contact, not necessarily in a sexual sense, just in the way of knowing that im not alone in this world, and that there are people out there working for what they beieve in...i dont know, it makes sense to me...kinda. man, ive been thinking so much about global warming lately, and i must say, im scared shitless. i just dont really know what im feeling right now. i feel all jumbled up. i wanna cry, but i also wanna dance. i wanna scream, but i wanna bake cookies too. i feel kinda depressed actually, and i havent felt quite like this in a REALLY long time. ive felt depressed, but not in this way. i dont really know what it is. OH GOD! im just gunna go clear my head.
PEACE
PEACE