Pulling

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i want so much
i have so much

i see so much
i turn away so much

i lack so much
i track so much

i fear so much
i brave so much

i mother so much
i smother so much

i reach so much
i teach so much

i wander so much
i direct so much

i work so much
i rush so much

i percieve so much
i let go so much

i leave so much
i take so much

i miss so much
i enlist so much

i think so much
i freeze so much

i love so much
i hate so much

i smile so much
i hide so much

"but
i
never
forget

and

i
aint
that
forgiving."