Mar 03, 2013 22:38
so i just finished writing a 2-column script for my audio-visual communications class.
it was the last thing i'll officially ever do for school. i only have my hours for my ojt left.
oh gosh. :( i am a bit teary-eyed now. i don't know why, or i can't fully articulate it
but i'll try anyway. that's why i'm writing this entry right now. it's been about 15-16
years of studying, and it will officially come to an end on may 2013.
it's... it's... weird. it's a weird feeling. i don't know whether i should be happy or sad.
i like learning. i like going to school - most of the time, because then, i would get to
see my friends and learn something new every day. at the college level, this is
challenged by idiotic and useless professors and difficult classmates, but i have
pulled through. i am seeing it through. and i can't help but feel some sort of
accomplishment for it, but i do feel some sort of sadness for i know and i am
aware that a chapter of my life is closing, and another one - a scary and rather
unpredictable one - is about to begin.
i don't know. i am excited, however, to find my place in the "real world", to see
what else the world has in store for me outside of my campus grounds. i would
just have to wait and see what happens.
now what?