Funny I look at this picture now and I feel nothing but memories.... hard/life threatening memories.
Darling this is a hard topic, I think it always has been. I weigh right now in my 50's this I don't think will ever change [besides when I have another life growing inside of me] because I am scared that if I weighed around 80kg I would lose 30kg and then I would keep going and lose another 15kg [that's if I do it by myself.] I don't watch my weight now because for some weird reason it stays the same, [I can't go on scales] so I just eat what I want. Scales for me are still bad, I'm over everything but once on scales I don't feel myself but my anorexic self. What I'm trying to say here is if I was thinking of doing what you want to do then I would definitely get another persons perspective on the situation because you can never trust yourself ecspecially when you have/had an ED. Try and do it the healthy way or please lean on people hunny [positive/encouraging people] if this doesn't work, look into getting a professional's point of view. xo
Darling this is a hard topic, I think it always has been. I weigh right now in my 50's this I don't think will ever change [besides when I have another life growing inside of me] because I am scared that if I weighed around 80kg I would lose 30kg and then I would keep going and lose another 15kg [that's if I do it by myself.] I don't watch my weight now because for some weird reason it stays the same, [I can't go on scales] so I just eat what I want. Scales for me are still bad, I'm over everything but once on scales I don't feel myself but my anorexic self. What I'm trying to say here is if I was thinking of doing what you want to do then I would definitely get another persons perspective on the situation because you can never trust yourself ecspecially when you have/had an ED. Try and do it the healthy way or please lean on people hunny [positive/encouraging people] if this doesn't work, look into getting a professional's point of view. xo
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