lonely

[frostyroses]

for years i've been keeping this loneliness all by myself. I cannot voice out that i need you.

if i ever told you that i love you, would you still stay with me?

would you never push me away? would you be here?

i'm happy that you find more friends who match your interests. i'm happy that you have someone else better than me.

if i disappear, would you look for me?

would you cry? would you miss me?

would you smile? would you long for me?

i want to tell someone.. i love her. i need her.

what can i do?

what can i do to push aside this loneliness and selfishness..

i'd be glad to devote my everything to you.

you're my savior, you're my light despite all hardships and mistrusts i've gone through

i love you

i love you

i love you

my dear, i do not wish to destroy what we have right now

i wish i can see you smile forever

i wish i can heal the pain that you carry on