The final Quit

Jan 28, 2006 15:19

so im seriously considering putting down music. It's been a part of my life from the beginning but now I think is a time to move on and consder new horzions. A lot's been going through my head lately. I feel like I gave it a good run and became a pretty decent bass player but sometimes things just don't happen how you want them to. I've never been one to quit it sounds like a dirty word but I'll find a way to ink out of it slowly. I have other things to think about.
For one I don't want to be 25 living at my home still. I want to move out of el paso. I want to see what else is out there. I always felt like I was to far in to have a successful quit but now i'm really thinking about it. I spent a grand total of 4,000 to get that done. I don't care about anyone else but to me that's a lot of time, a lot of work, and a lot of cash. I havn't nearly made back any of that. I sort of lost the love and the flavor of playing back in highschool. And Justice for all, Metallica will still be my first love affair with a great album. But those guys made it clear thats all they did. I do not. I do many things.
I'm still trying to find out where I fit in my community and my work place. I have to find something to occupy my time and make it worth getting up in the morning. Here's to the future.
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