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*sighs and sits down first time in so long before she goes off and
tries to see where Christian ran off to. She turns on her laptop and
signs into her journal trying to find the right words*
Hello Everyone, How is everything? I'm sorry I haven't update much lately. I'm trying to have some personal time to think. Many things came up and for the first time in a while did it all hit me. I think I lost a friend, I'm not sure. And it seems that there are many problems and heartbrakes going on around the world. I tried to go all over to talk/help with those I thought I could but it seems like I couldn't do as much as I hoped.
On brighter news though, I talked to Jude the other day and it was nice actually. We didn't argue and I actually laughed harder than ever with him. He's a cute man that one, Thom is in trouble! *smiles amused* And Thom is a beautiful man. They are good for each other and I'm so happy they are together. I have to call them both here soon for a reason or two....*smiles wide*
Also, Christian and I talked about some things and I decided, and he seems ok with it, that I'm going to stay with him out in Tennessee until the children come back to stay with him at the end of August. We will see where our relationship goes from there, but as of right now....*smiles* I'm happy. With him that is. There are some things that weigh on my mind but it will pan out sooner or later I hope. But Christian has done so much for me and I just hope one day I can return all of it.
Johnny: Deppers, I miss you, you know that? I have to give you a call as soon as I can. I'm back in London at teh end of the month so maybe I can see you soon??? I'm sorry for the news with Vanessa but if it was ment to be then it would have right? *sighs not sure if that came out right* You know I adore you so I hope to hear from you soon.
Emma: I'm sorry I just missed you when you left to go back to the island. I missed hanging out with you. *laughs* Keep watchful eyes out for those green drinks!
Vic: WIFEY WHERE ARE YOUUUUU!?!?!?!?!?!
Orlando: I know you will hurt me if I don't post so I hope you are well. Sorry to hear you are so hot over in Kentucky, next time I see you, I'll give a mini fan with a container of ice! *smiles*
Miller: I know I haven't kept contact but I hope you are feeling better. Honestly.
Pertwee: Mister....*sighs and grins* What to say to you besides I miss you! *laughs* I hope you and Rach are having a fun time together.
Dakota: I hope you as well are feeling better. I'm glad you finally met Christian. Remember, we are unstoppable Pink Duo!!! *giggles*
Rose: Thank you for inviting me to your party, sorry I didn't socialize much. You are a funny lady and I hope I hear from you more. *laughs* Keep David in line will you??? *winks*
Gary: Sweety you've been very quiet lately and I don't know if anyone else notice but I really do hope you are ok. This is the longest we've gone not talking to one another. *frowns* I'm sorry for whatever I've done *holds her tounge knowing there is more* Talk to me soon???
Sean: BEASTLY!!!!!! I need to call you, I almost forgotten you still exist! *laughs* I hope filming is going well. Have a good day sweety. Oh and My Mugsy is *flipping* out she misses Doyle so much!
~*And of course the note of If I forgot anyone I'm really sorry. *~
*looks over her words and nods thinking that should work for now and hits update and gets up to go look for Christian*
Hello Everyone, How is everything? I'm sorry I haven't update much lately. I'm trying to have some personal time to think. Many things came up and for the first time in a while did it all hit me. I think I lost a friend, I'm not sure. And it seems that there are many problems and heartbrakes going on around the world. I tried to go all over to talk/help with those I thought I could but it seems like I couldn't do as much as I hoped.
On brighter news though, I talked to Jude the other day and it was nice actually. We didn't argue and I actually laughed harder than ever with him. He's a cute man that one, Thom is in trouble! *smiles amused* And Thom is a beautiful man. They are good for each other and I'm so happy they are together. I have to call them both here soon for a reason or two....*smiles wide*
Also, Christian and I talked about some things and I decided, and he seems ok with it, that I'm going to stay with him out in Tennessee until the children come back to stay with him at the end of August. We will see where our relationship goes from there, but as of right now....*smiles* I'm happy. With him that is. There are some things that weigh on my mind but it will pan out sooner or later I hope. But Christian has done so much for me and I just hope one day I can return all of it.
Johnny: Deppers, I miss you, you know that? I have to give you a call as soon as I can. I'm back in London at teh end of the month so maybe I can see you soon??? I'm sorry for the news with Vanessa but if it was ment to be then it would have right? *sighs not sure if that came out right* You know I adore you so I hope to hear from you soon.
Emma: I'm sorry I just missed you when you left to go back to the island. I missed hanging out with you. *laughs* Keep watchful eyes out for those green drinks!
Vic: WIFEY WHERE ARE YOUUUUU!?!?!?!?!?!
Orlando: I know you will hurt me if I don't post so I hope you are well. Sorry to hear you are so hot over in Kentucky, next time I see you, I'll give a mini fan with a container of ice! *smiles*
Miller: I know I haven't kept contact but I hope you are feeling better. Honestly.
Pertwee: Mister....*sighs and grins* What to say to you besides I miss you! *laughs* I hope you and Rach are having a fun time together.
Dakota: I hope you as well are feeling better. I'm glad you finally met Christian. Remember, we are unstoppable Pink Duo!!! *giggles*
Rose: Thank you for inviting me to your party, sorry I didn't socialize much. You are a funny lady and I hope I hear from you more. *laughs* Keep David in line will you??? *winks*
Gary: Sweety you've been very quiet lately and I don't know if anyone else notice but I really do hope you are ok. This is the longest we've gone not talking to one another. *frowns* I'm sorry for whatever I've done *holds her tounge knowing there is more* Talk to me soon???
Sean: BEASTLY!!!!!! I need to call you, I almost forgotten you still exist! *laughs* I hope filming is going well. Have a good day sweety. Oh and My Mugsy is *flipping* out she misses Doyle so much!
~*And of course the note of If I forgot anyone I'm really sorry. *~
*looks over her words and nods thinking that should work for now and hits update and gets up to go look for Christian*