Never let it control you...you abuse it for fun cuz life sucks and is boring. There's nothing to glorify about either...people go on trips, they party, they drink, they go to school and get bachelor degree's, they get better paying jobs, maybe they start a business, settle down with a family and the american dream of a white picket, or black picket in your case, fence. It's all the same. I say have fun, or if not fun, something like it--whatever will bring it, work at it.
i'm sorry to hear all this. that shit (i'm not sure exactly which shit, but its all the same if its an addiction you can't control) ain't good for noone. and worse yet, its the hardest for me to give advise or a hope from. just remember to take care of yourself. and destroy whatever might have left you in this situation. life is about living, not about letting something else live your life.
I don't think you should feel guilty about it though. The assholes are the people that have children depending on them and continue to not get their act together anyway.
Other than that, I say who gives a shit. When you are supposed to be living only for yourself, it's only yourself that you should really have to answer to.
This is probably a shitty point of view, but whatever.
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I keep trying to break mine with no avail.
I don't think you should feel guilty about it though. The assholes are the people that have children depending on them and continue to not get their act together anyway.
Other than that, I say who gives a shit. When you are supposed to be living only for yourself, it's only yourself that you should really have to answer to.
This is probably a shitty point of view, but whatever.
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