Red/Blue
I dont care if you people know anymore, probably no one reads this anyway, I know I dont. Anyway, point of this is to sort out my problems and have a place to look at in a week when I get stupid again, so here goes.
I have had a lot of crap on my mind lately, so much that is it getting to me. Not just "oh noes, I am emo" I mean I am actully not eating and sleeping well. But tonight reminded me something that it took 18 years and a ten week class to learn. That sometimes you just have to improvise.
A- she is leaving and I may never see her again. But I will give her one long ass goodbye speech on the phone and just hope that the times we had together were good.
B- Honestly I have no idea how I feel about her, or how she feels about me. All I can do his hope for the best. Who really knows what might happen?
C- I really wish I could help her more, but at the same time I know she is a strong girl and will be fine soon enough.
D- Worried about them and wish I could be there fore them but I will just have to try and make it up this summer
And finally me. I will just have to put things in order. Like my computer class, I could probably do nothing and still get a C or a B. And my Risk class, he told us he didnt care, so as long as I have 20 pages of something for the end of the term, I should be fine. As for eating and sleeping, least of my worries. And RA is something I really need to get.
I just need to take one thing at a time.
I have had a lot of crap on my mind lately, so much that is it getting to me. Not just "oh noes, I am emo" I mean I am actully not eating and sleeping well. But tonight reminded me something that it took 18 years and a ten week class to learn. That sometimes you just have to improvise.
A- she is leaving and I may never see her again. But I will give her one long ass goodbye speech on the phone and just hope that the times we had together were good.
B- Honestly I have no idea how I feel about her, or how she feels about me. All I can do his hope for the best. Who really knows what might happen?
C- I really wish I could help her more, but at the same time I know she is a strong girl and will be fine soon enough.
D- Worried about them and wish I could be there fore them but I will just have to try and make it up this summer
And finally me. I will just have to put things in order. Like my computer class, I could probably do nothing and still get a C or a B. And my Risk class, he told us he didnt care, so as long as I have 20 pages of something for the end of the term, I should be fine. As for eating and sleeping, least of my worries. And RA is something I really need to get.
I just need to take one thing at a time.