Pondering stuff...
I missed out on what could have been my dream job thanks to my current job and the need to give 30 days notice to leave. This afternoon I had an interview with a company in the same city as my potential dream job... If they offer me the job do I take it and risk having a better place to live but potentially a worse job?
I would also be in the area to have another shot at my dream job when one of their team retires or leaves... I was their first choice but they needed someone ASAP and said they would keep me in mind next time something opened up. I really don't want to be here but do I want out bad enough to try moving to another state again? At least I would have family closer if I moved... There are pros and cons to both and I just wish I knew which way would be best to go... I'm tired of not having a place that I can say "this is home" and unpack my stuff, I've been half packed and ready to move since 2001 and even when I bought a house I never did unpack all my stuff. It was just as well since he ended up with the house when we got disengaged...
I would also be in the area to have another shot at my dream job when one of their team retires or leaves... I was their first choice but they needed someone ASAP and said they would keep me in mind next time something opened up. I really don't want to be here but do I want out bad enough to try moving to another state again? At least I would have family closer if I moved... There are pros and cons to both and I just wish I knew which way would be best to go... I'm tired of not having a place that I can say "this is home" and unpack my stuff, I've been half packed and ready to move since 2001 and even when I bought a house I never did unpack all my stuff. It was just as well since he ended up with the house when we got disengaged...