Nov 19, 2006 16:22
Things are in flux. I haven't known things certainly for a long time.
Nostalgia creeps in and ruins perfectly good exsisting moments.
Things I know:
I know that liars are most afraid of honesty.
I know that honesty causes uncomfortable pauses in otherwise great conversation.
I know that rumors get spread even when you don't leave your house. Mostly by liars.
I know that somewhere along the way I made some friends.
I know that I only have three more quarters of school.
I know that is nothing, but it seems like an enternal black hole of hopelessness.
I know that after I'm done with school I'm going to spend a year being completely non-commital and unattached to anything, including cities, schools, and people who are not good for me.
I know that girls are trouble.
I know that New York represents hope, but promises nothing.
I know all the words to all the songs on The Best of Kate Bush.
I know that in two days I'll be in Birmingham, which is a vast improvment on Savannah.
I know a nineteen year old who has already had a drug habit.
I know next Sunday I have a photoshoot for Contour Magazine.
I know that I miss the days when no one ever drank and we were completely reliant on ourselves to make things fun.
I know in a years time I will probably not be in America.
I know how lucky I am.
I know that Jonathan Rhys Meyers is the worst actor in all the world.
I know that today I'm going to spend my last twelve dollars on sushi.
I know too much about people and their motivations.
I know more about most people then they know about themselves.
I know I am honest about that.
I know that honesty causes uncomfortable pauses in otherwise great conversation.
I know this is because liars are most afraid of honesty.
I know I'm rambling.
I know when to shut up.