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So, I'm really fucked up.
I guess, in a way.
I compromised my morals, and I keep looking back at that one kid. The first kid I really loved, and I wonder how he is. And what he's like now, and how jealous I am of the people that are his friends.
I feel like I've lost all of my friends because I chose to. I feel so utterly and completely alone right now. Where is Katie? Where is Jena? Where is anyone and everyone? Gone, away. And I'm left here wishing--- OH SO WISHING I has a best friend. To laugh with, to invite to sleep over, to eat frosting with out of the jar. But I've left them all, and we've grown apart.
And I just feel-so-alone.
I guess, in a way.
I compromised my morals, and I keep looking back at that one kid. The first kid I really loved, and I wonder how he is. And what he's like now, and how jealous I am of the people that are his friends.
I feel like I've lost all of my friends because I chose to. I feel so utterly and completely alone right now. Where is Katie? Where is Jena? Where is anyone and everyone? Gone, away. And I'm left here wishing--- OH SO WISHING I has a best friend. To laugh with, to invite to sleep over, to eat frosting with out of the jar. But I've left them all, and we've grown apart.
And I just feel-so-alone.