Diluted.. Don't Get Close..SCREAM
I'm cold, I'm ugly I'm always confused by everything I can stare into a thousand eyes But every smile hides a bold-faced lie It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes My heros are dead, they died in my head Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain Something inside me has opened up again Thoughts of me exemplified All the little flaws I have denied Forget today, forget whatever happened Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe What the hell - Did I - Do to deserve - All of this? What the hell - Did I - Do to deserve - All of this? I save all the bullets from ignorant minds Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens I decrease, while my symptoms increase God what the fuck is wrong? You act like you knew it all along Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing All I ever wanted out of you was Something you could never be Now take a real good look at What you've fucking done to me What the hell - Did I - Do to deserve - All of this? What the hell - Did I - Do to deserve - All of this? Gimme any reason why I'd need you Gimme any reason why I'd need you Gimme any reason why I'd need you Gimme any reason not to fuck you up Gimme any reason why I'd need you Gimme any reason why I'd need you Gimme any reason why I'd need you Gimme any reason not to fuck you up I see you in me I see you in me I see you in me I see you in me I see you in me I see you in me I see you in me I see you in me I keep my scars from prying eyes Incapable of ever knowing why Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer Why am I so fascinated by Bigger pictures, better things? But I don't care what you think You'll never understand What the hell - Did I - Do to deserve - All of this? What the hell - Did I - Do to deserve - All of this? What the hell - Did I - Do to deserve - All of this? What the hell - Did I - Do to deserve - All of this? Fuck!
Come on! Somebody give me some light Not pointed into dark Somebody show me the end Not trying to push the start Not trying to figure out A better way, a better answer But I keep finding all the problems I've been looking after Don't get wound up in the world With nothing but a smile I'll take a ton for words And use them to instil denial Don't get close You don't know me And you'll never know Shivelry, will get you somewhere Rivalry, will take you there Don't get close You don't know me And you'll never know Shivelry, will get you somewhere Rivalry, will take you there Maybe I should look away Before I really miss Maybe I should pick the time Before I pick the place I bet you all the things That you emulate, you penalize But I don't wanna go Until you learn to finalize Don't get close You don't know me And you'll never know Shivelry, will get you somewhere Rivalry, will take you there Don't get close You don't know me And you'll never know Shivelry, will get you somewhere Rivalry You assitane the plot My vision's overshot I have the best confection I was gone for all the lessons Who coined these words I use Stay out and be abused I didn't want to be The undeniable source of everything Don't get close Don't get close Don't get close Don't get close Don't get close You'd better stay away Don't get close You'd better stay away Don't get close You'd better stay away Don't get close You'd better stay away Waiting, watching all the conflicts Constrict, just to fit in, squeeze in I cannot resist, claws and fist Remember, remember You take the rivalries And never made much sense I have the worst possession What I want is so insensitive Stay out and be abused Cause this is so confused I only want to be Left alone, now run away Don't get close Don't get close Don't get close Don't get close Don't get close You'd better stay away Don't get close You'd better stay away Don't get close You'd better stay away Yeah! Yeah!
Scream! Fell forth, destroy the source I Can't see and my voice is hoarse Trying to wash your hands off You should know better than to leave us in disgust Let me take you right to the point All you ever do is encage in disjoint That does it the time has arrived Take it or leave it you better not side You did it again All you ever did was doubt What do you want? Let me tell you what it's all about One life Nine hearts And eighteen hands that'll rip you all apart We're here to decimate To show you all we will never fall It's gonna get serious And critical Don't stop because the feeling is terminal Scream! Scream like you never have before Scream! Scream till you can't scream anymore Scream! Scream like your throat is bleeding Scream! Scream till your heart stops beating Scream for me! Get off of me, and get away Show the whole damn world this will never die No matter how the energies scatter Got to know nothing exists but the dream Give it all Till there's nothing left to give Save it all Quit saving you If you're going to let the pain inside Never under estimate the way you live your life Scream! Scream like you never have before Scream! Scream till you can't scream anymore Scream! Scream like your throat is bleeding Scream! Scream till your heart stops beating Scream for me! All our lives All we ever sacrificed has paid Everything Everything is possible to me Why no fate? Found everything that I had to take away Save your life Save it all that mean something to me All our lives All we ever sacrificed has paid Everything Everything is possible to me Why no fight? Found everything that I had to take away Save your life Save it all and make a better way Yeah This stress, is a feeling that you can't compress Everything your going through is total stress Are you going to be a momentary run around? How will you handle their (?) of stress? All our lives All we ever sacrificed has paid Everything Everything is possible to me Why no fight? Found everything that I had to take away Save your life Save it all and make a better way All our lives All we ever sacrificed has paid Everything Everything is possible to me Why no fight? Found everything that I had to take away Save your life Save it all and make a better way Scream! Scream! Scream! Scream! Scream! Scream! Scream! Yeah!
I dont know what to say..
Nothing's new
Nothing has changed.
i have this strange feeling....
nothing will be getting better anytime soon..
All of this drama that is constantly progressing..
Won't be dying down anytime in the near future..
And who knows.. friendships may be lost..
and if so..
Well our friendship wasn't that strong enough to begin with.
so if you think of blaming me..
GO FUCK YOURSELF