「カロウシ」
かろうし 「過労死」 - n. death from overwork.
I must be crazy to think that I might end up dying through this means but that's what I feel right now. :x I have NO IDEA why I feel so tired, so spent, so... so tired. rawr. When in fact all I do is sit around all day yet I feel so utterly spent.
Then again maybe it's because I have a lot of emotional baggage right now, and stuff happening around me isn't helping. UGH. I'm being stupid again. Ignore me.
Anyway.
I can't manage to check my f-list or reply to entries on my blog but I managed to post this entry, and managed to stumble upon this.
TT^TT
I miss 鮎川太陽! *crycry* But I am so happy for him that he's faring well on his own and outside of the vulture-eyed media.
Though I may have possibly become more emotionally burdened because I stumbled upon this picture now.
Like him I hope I find the courage in me to turn my back from something I've always tried to keep locked with both my hands but had never really managed to grasp.
*shrugs*
Haiz emo. But I'm freakin' tireeed, gimme a break.